"libra-ianzzzzz" versus "librarianzzzzz"

2009-12-14T23:56:00.001+08:00

youarethefirstpersonthatiseriouslywishthatyoucandisappearfromthisworld

justdisappearandgetlost

or

canyoujustgodie???

2009-11-04T18:22:00.002+08:00

IM TIRED....

TIRED of doing assignments....
TIRED of staying in dg lab.....
TIRED of waiting to go home.....
TIRED of pretending as if im happy....
pretending as if i dun care.....
pretending as if im not sensitive......
pretending as if im stupid.......

u noe wat....

im not happy....
i care....
im sensitive......
n im not stupid.......

juz tired of pretending.........

2009-11-03T18:16:00.001+08:00

what's wrong with me????

or.....

should i ask "what's wrong with u???".............
i dunno... seriously i dunno......

2009-11-01T00:26:00.001+08:00

m undergoing this period of uncertain....

confused.....

emo????......

afterall...
im hating myself....
y the hell would i feel so??
dun ask me... i duno either...

Hamster

2009-10-31T09:54:00.001+08:00

2009-10-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

SENSITIVITY OR INSTINCT???

ihopeit'ssensitivitythistime................................

2009-10-29T10:18:00.002+08:00

u noe this feeling of missing a gang of old frenz of urs???

u miss them sudd....
when u r in ur bed...
when u r in ur coll....
when u r still with another gang of frenz....
when u r doing sumthin that u cant expect urself doing so n missing them at the same time....

this doesnt mean that u dun have any other frenz around u at that time.... u do apreciate them to be with u.... but wat u feel at tat particular moment is that u nit someone elses that dun noe bout ur recent life.... someone elses that can bullshit bout sumone or sumthing that happened during granma's time... someone elses that will alweys say..."xu... dun worry... u have me back u up" even they dunno a single thing bout ur recent life... someone elses that will make u feel "yeah... i dun have to worry bout ANYTHING now..."... someone elses that will take u as their 1st place of concern....

I NIT MY HSSY NOW!~ AT THIS MOMENT...

im not emo... seriously... but yeah... i miss sook... lin... lian.. hui.. keat... chua... i miss u guys like shit now...!!!

outing n outingsss!!

2009-09-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

1ST category: CHIONG K!!!
WENT with coll frenz on ytd....
GOING with sook n lian on tml....
YEAH YEAH!!^^

2ND category: dinner
GOING with lin n gangs on my birthday...(still kinda long though HAHAA)
GOING with shuai po(dates yet to be comfirmed^^)
GOING with my sis for korean buffet...YUM!!!

3RD category: shopping/window shoping
GOING with mummy on tml...(shopping!!)
GOING with sis on next tues...(she shopping i window shopping..no$$>.<)

*p/s: i got a feeling~~ tat tonite's gonna be a good good nitez~~~^^

2009-09-13T22:47:00.001+08:00

STRESS!!!!

emoness is a virus..

2009-09-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

emoness is a VIRUS~~

a scary virus....

u noe sumtimes when u r very hyper.... VERY VERY HYPER...

u feel like sharing ur hyperness with everybody arounds u....

so u turn to ur front...
u saw an emo face....
u turn to ur right....
u saw a full-of-stress face...
then u turn to ur left...
u saw a tension-ed face...
u then try ur best to turn to ur back....
trying ur one last hope...
wat u saw is still a emo+full of stress+tension face....

by this time... can u still hyper???

can u still dun care bout others n hyper on ur own...

jumping around... playing around... fooling around juz like an idiot???

I CANNOT....

tat's y i get infected by this virus called emo~~

when the kiasu meets the kiasu...

2009-09-08T22:22:00.002+08:00

when the kiasu meets the kiasu...

the oni outcome would be~~

A PERFECT MODEL+A PERFECT PRESENTATION BOARD!!!

*p/s: when oni i can more kiasu?? n can meet sumone kiasu???>.<

2009-09-04T00:41:00.002+08:00

once again~~

am experiencing this emo feeling in me after extremely hyper few hours ago...

it's alweys like this...

should it be alweys like this???

a great amount of hyperness will reflects the emoness even clearer.. GUESS SO...

as wat "they" alweys say...

u will never noe tat u r happi if u never sad b4...

true oso huh...

CHALLENGE SUSHI...(tagged by dada)

2009-08-21T20:48:00.003+08:00

okie... i was tagged by dada for sum sloganize thingy... so yeah... DADA... HERE'S ALL THE STUPID ANSWERS^^:

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
~Fresh from the Captain's sushi...~.~

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
~Sushi just feels right... (yeah yeah... sounds so... haha)

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
~Go on, get ur sushi out...(ok.. i am not belonged to anyone..YET..>.<)

4. How would you answer a booty call?
~Come fly the friendly sushi... (HUH???)

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
~Your sushi.. right away...(guess will scare them off.. HAHAHA..)

6. To someone you dislike?
~the coolest sushi on ice...(hum...)

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
~Cleans a big, big sushi for less than half a crown...(HAHAHA^^)

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
~It's not tv.. it's sushi...(cool... let's be cool~~HEHEHE)

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
~it's how sushi is done..(by failing a subject?? not bad huh...xp)

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
~The best sushi a man can get...(muahahaha.. feel proud now???)

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
~The sushi of ur life...(means nomore sushi for him...HIAK HIAK HIAK...)

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
~wait till we get our sushi on u...(yeah... wait.. juz wait....)

13. What are the best words to describe you?
~Let's face the music and sushi...(new match... music n sushi...WEL WEL WEL..)

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
~Marvin the Mountie Always Gets His Sushi... (not bad not bad.. any investor for this "sure-earn" movie???)

15. Your last words before you die...
~The sweet u cant eat without sushi...(yeah.. without me...T_T)

16. Your message to a special someone..
~Now with 50% more sushi...(wth??? big promotion???>.<)

17. Title of this post will be...
~Challenge sushi...(gosh.. pls dun challenge me... not in the mood now... hehe)

try this out... juz visit to http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi... then type in ur name n click sloganize... click once for every question n the slogan tat shown is the answer for the question... HAHAHA...

DUN REALLI NOE WHO TO TAGGED BUT JEE N XIAO XIAO ZHI U 2 WERE TAGGED FOR SURE... MUAHAHA.... whoever interested juz try it out yeah!!!^^

2009-08-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

i dunno wat happened...

it's so sudden... din hear from them for quite some time... but y??? y this is the news that we got from them???

cant help anythin... cant go to the hospital...

CANT DO ANYTHIN...except waiting for further news from them...

GOD BLESS!!! PLS BE TOUGH... BE TOUGH N GO THRU IT!!!

*P/S: THE FEAR OF LOSING A RELATIVE IS JUZ SO SUCKS...>.<

I HATE PACKING LA!!!

2009-08-15T00:18:00.003+08:00

SERIOUSLY I HATE PACKING!!!

EVEN THOUGH HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THE TRIP...

THE PACKING PART JUZ DRIVES ME CRAZY!!

OMG OMG... WAT ELSE I NIT TO BRING???

I AM BLUR RIGHT NOW~~~T_T

IT'S A MIXTURE OF EXCITEMENT + FEAR

2009-08-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

TO ALL MY BABIES OUT THERE...

I AM OFF HEADING TO TAMAN NEGARA, KUALA TAHAN ON SAT...

IT'S SO SO SO SOON...

WILL ONI BE BACK ON MON...

PLS PRAY HARD FOR ME... THANK YOU VERY MUCH...

LOVE U GUYS~~MUAKZZZZ!!

2009-08-09T21:45:00.002+08:00

sat nitez is the so-called party nitez.. but duh... i dun go "party" as i would most probably being chopped down into 18 pieces if my mum found out that i went "party"... *juz imagine that... ewww~~*

anyhow... i have finally step myself out of the house on sat nitez once again after so long of being a good gal... wuuhoo~~ yeah... i went for a movie.... the show was awesome!!!! *normal la coz daniel wu was in it...* n the most important thing that makes me soo soo hyper is... tropicana city mall is full of leng zai(S)..... omg omg.... the shop which we had our dinner... there's this leng zai that is so so so cute n polite.. love it!!!! walk around the mall.... leng zai's on ur right... leng zai's on ur left... leng zai's everywhere... *belif me... i am seriously not desperate at all k... juz like to kap...^^*

after the show...my sis n the bf received a call from dunno who n we did spent some time at tat guy's house... had a fun nitez seriously... love the nitez of pj.... cheer out loud for that!!! WUUUHOOO!!^^

*p/s: nitez outing without my sis is coming soon..... ssshhhhh~~

this this this or this??

2009-08-08T13:16:00.002+08:00

ok... i am in dilemma.... i dunno which movie should i watch tonitez.... the available choices r:

1. overheard- daniel wu is in this movie!!! yuuhooo!!! but then if watch this means my sis n the bf have to wait 20 mins after their show...
2. on his majesty bla bla bla..- a hong kong comedy.. would be quite nice i guess... sis n the bf is watching this... so dunno whether wanna be light bulb anot...
3. the proposal- it's kinda late for this movie but realli wanna watch it... or should i go with jee for this movie maybe???
4. tracing shadow- jacky chan's son is in this movie... comedy as well but dunno all the actors n actress in this movie....

so... should i watch this this this or this???>.<

like vs love

2009-08-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

there's this mail that i received from km... it's about the diff between like(喜欢) n love(爱)... many examples r listed out...n the last one touched me so much....

爱和喜欢相比就在于：

当你和爱的人在一起，你的感觉就像回家了！！

(the diffence between love n like is:

when u r with the one u love, u feel that u r back to home!!!)

i dunno whether it's true anot... but i belif it's so so hard to found the one that can make u feel like u r back to home... n if u guys out there have oredi found urs... APPRECIATE HIM/HER N DUN LET GO OF HIM/HER NO MATTER WHAT~~

*p/s: i m not emo when i posted this... juz a little bit to share....^^

2009-08-06T23:13:00.001+08:00

I AM HEREBY PROUDLY ANNOUNCE THAT:

I LOVE MY NEW BAG!!!!

love it love it love it love it~~

*p/s: should i get that doggie bag???~.~

died after one another....T____T

2009-08-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

so i was feeding these two tamagotchi at the same time(one zai n one lui... how perfect...^^).... n everythin was going so well until today... omg... i was out on early morning n oni back home on evening... the worst thing happened when i check out my zai zai n lui lui n i saw nothin on the screen but an "angel" floating on it.... wth????!!!!!!! how come.... it's juz an abandoned morning after all n they r both died???!! omg... honestly i wasnt REALLI REALLI sad but somehow i did feel a little bit uncomfortable n fed up... all my effort fade off juz lidat... i dun even have the chance to undergo the very last moment with my zai zai n lui lui... poor Milo n Jelly...

i decided not to "re-feed" them until i am well-prepared... i juz hate the feeling of dissapointed... wat a day huh...

R.I.P dear Milo n Jelly~~

*p/s: sis gonna send me to coll... no ktm early in the morning... yay!!!

i miss my blady hp!!!T__T

2009-07-27T21:44:00.002+08:00

T________T..... i am far far apart from my hp now....

yeah... it's broken... it's spoilt.... n it's being sent to be checked....

today was my 1st day of coll n i went coll without my blady hp...

wat a blady day...

u would never noe how important it is until u lost it....

this seriously happened to me n i felt that deeply in my heart.... i had never noe that my cheap,autar,outdated,whatsoever hp was so important to me all this while..

until today... gosh becoz of tat i was standing still waiting for my sis for more than an hour feeling so damn blady not well n not even dare to walk away to make her a call using public phone...

it's juz so blady hateful.. gosh!!! i miss my cheap,autar,outdated,whatsoever hp!!!

*p/s: miss sampat xiao xiao zhi's sampatness as well....T__T

给豆芽的第一篇~~

2009-07-16T23:16:00.002+08:00

豆芽~豆芽~豆豆芽~~
还是比较喜欢叫你小嘉雯。。
因为。。。
我觉得好像你哦。。。
或许是我比较喜欢你傻傻的。。。
没想酱多。。。
有一点蠢蠢。。
被我炸到没话说。。。
露出那种很“无奈的拉长脸”的表情。。
那时候的你。。。
真的给我“小嘉雯”的感觉。。。

打从心底不喜欢你伤脑筋的样子。。
虽然我知道免不了。。
因为你是那么的成熟。。。
甚至成熟过我这个老你一岁的肥婆。。。
你会想好多。。
真的好多。。。
然后伤脑筋的成熟嘉雯就出现了。。。
虽然我不喜欢。。
但我知道那是免不了的。。
人总有烦恼的时候嘛~~

说真的。。
你并不是唯一一个我不后悔在那里待了两个月的理由。。。
有两个理由。。
第一。。
我上了人生很宝贵的一课。。
“不是所有你真心对待的人也会真心对待你。。但你可以做到的是不让自己遗憾。。。不让自己失去遇上可能是捧着真心对待你的人。。虽然这些伤是难免的。。被践踏无数次也是难免的。。但一定要振作。。”
第二。。
就是你了。。。
我不习惯想太多。。。
时时都习惯性地把事情看得太简单。。
我走之前奶妈告诉我。。
二奶真的很保护你。。
我知道。。。我真的知道。。。
你都尽量不让我受伤害。。
你好为我着想。。
在我无所谓时。。。我知道你都在为我抱不平。。。
我都知道。。
只是我从来不说。。
很想跟你说一千次一万次的谢谢。。
但我请愿不说。。
因为朋友是不用说谢谢的嘛。。

很高兴。。。。。
真的很高兴可以认识到你。。。
你捧着的一颗真心在闪闪发光哦。。
我都看到的。。
你也看到我的吧。。。

要加油。。
要努力。。
要学会不在乎。。
只要不去在乎那么多。。。
就不会那么容易受伤害了。。
这是真的。。

虽然我走了。。
留下你一个。。
但要记得我还是时时关心着你的哦。。
时时支持着你。。。
不管是什么事。。

加油吧。。。我的衰婆~~

*p/s:第一次POST酱肉麻的东西。。你赚到了哦~~^^

a little bit nervous...

2009-07-16T11:10:00.002+08:00

rite now... "a little bit nervous" is what i am feeling... today is the 1st day i stop working... yet i am still goin back to aeon later on... i am goin to gao dim my hair~~~ hehe.... wanna rebond it then change a bit perhaps... nervous nervous.... >.<

wth??!! I HATE BLANK PAGES!!!

2009-07-15T11:09:00.002+08:00

u noe sumtimes when u r so excited reading a book.... totally into the storyline n all.... looking forward for wat's coming up next.... then when u flip over... IT'S A BLANK PAGE??!!!!! so u were thinking:"maybe just this page".... then u flip over again... IT'S STILL BLANK PAGE!!! omg omg... i try to flip a few more pages n it's all blank pages without any words on it.... T-T.... i have this "habit" or should i say "BAD habit".... i MUST finish up a book once i start reading... no "stopping-half-way" is allowed... interuption is acceptable but anyhow i must finish "sekali gus".... but depends oso la.... textbook a.k.a reference book a.k.a notezzz then... *ekhem ekhem*^^..... i wanna noe wat's gonna happened next... i wanna finish up the whole book.... i wanna read read read n read la....damn u the publisher... or the printing watsoever....T-T....

*p/s: hopefully the popular guy would get me another one without all those BLANK PAGES...>.<
*p/s2: last day of work... GAMBATEH GAMBAA--AAATEH!!!^^

it's the day!!!!

2009-07-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

yeah... tml would be the final day of suffers.... huhu~~~ it's abit too much to call it as suffer but.... hehe... just cant find another word for it... TML IS THE DAY!!!! i am working noon shift for my last day n perhaps there will be more ppl insist to wrap their gifts... I LOVE WRAPPING!!! the feeling when i wrapped a gift nicely n the "glad-ness" that was shown on customers' face alweys push me up to the sky(i noe i am too heavy for tat... ^^).... so yeah... more ppl asking for wrapping service k... pray pray pray....

n i have a list of stuff to do within these two weeks while waiting for coll recommence....
1. gao dim my grass hair(predicted to do it on this thurs... ASAP!!!)
2. go shopping(gonna get some stuff n a new bag for myself... my recent bag is going to say bye bye soon...T-T)
3. meet up with frenz especially hssy gang...miss u guys~~
4. buy novels n read n read n read while i am still free...
5. finish up my surprise stuff for sumone....hiak hiak...
6. watch drama??? not sure la... not so into tv recently... ^^
7. yet to be listed....

not realli much stuff to do but guess it would takes quite some time of mine.... hehe... my sem break is gonna start soon... very soon.....(i noe i noe... my frenz's sem break started off 2 months ago... T-T)... but wat to do... pity me....hehe...

*p/s: be strong on tml... be strong....

3 days left.....

2009-07-12T23:31:00.003+08:00

hang on!! just for 3 more days... will i cry like a baby on the last day of work??? maybe... but it would definitely becoz i am too happy.... it'S TEARS OF GAM DONG!!!!

COUNTING DOWN-- 3 MORE DAYS.....^^

glad... hyper.... relax.....

2009-07-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

1stly... i slept at 4am ytd.... n was forced to wake up at 7am in the morning as noone able to send me to the ktm station if i dun folo my mum at tat time... so so... with that 3 hours of sleep i was seriously damn tired(slept like a baby in train while on the way to coll).... jee took me at coll at around 10 sumthin n we r off to the "secret place(realli secret... cannot tell 1st..^^) n then we headed to pyramid as what we planned.... walked around the mall n searching for gals' stuff.... jee nits to get some accesories.... a clutch... a pair of heels.... n we got her a ring which her family named it as "torch light" later on... n oso a pair of heels which she got a "kinda good" feedback from them as well...

so after a while our star of the day-yong reached n we meet up with ashwin... jee called daniel up n this guy is way too syok as he slept until 1 sumthin today... feel like whacking him nee....^^so 4 of us bought tickets for transformer(4.30pm show) after q-ing up for so long(wth... everyone so free today???)... n later on we decided to try sumthin new for our lunch n we chose BUBBA GUMP... the full name of it i forgotten d.. paiseh paiseh... but sumhow it was a very special shop n the food there was a whole big plate of it... so juz try not to order too much k for those who wanna try it out... had a great time sharing each other's stuff n chit-chatting for 2 hours plus(i guess... not so sure^^) at that shop... n we oni moved our butt butt out of that shop when it's the time for the show.... n not to forget.... there's one cute guy in bubba gump... yeng le yeng le.. so let's go again n forget bout gasoline though gasoline is way cheaper... ^^

ok ok.. next... transformer-revenge of the fallen... cool.... it was a damn cool show.. omg... damn damn chun.. but the whole movie was crowded with the metal sound effects n it makes me feel kinda geli... hehe.... cannot tahan la...but the fighting scenes r so so chun... SO CHUN!!!!!!!!!!!! ENJOYED~~

i am so glad.. glad to have u ppl with me... i know it's not easy to find ppl that will treat u as sincere as u treat them... GLAD TO HAVE U PPL....

i am hyper... hyper to have a nice show today.. a show that is being talked n discussed by everyone arounds me.... HYPER TO WATCH TRANSFORMER....

i am relax... relax to have a day off from work... off from the hard-breathe work n hang out with ppl that r much more sincere to me.... RELAX TO THE MAX!!!!^^

*p/s: 13 more days to go... hang on!!!!>.<

big thing in progress....

2009-06-29T22:42:00.002+08:00

i will be damn damn busy in these two days... am doing some "big business*not that geli big business la yoh...*".... but i cannot tell now.. must be more secretive.. muahahhaa.... will post up the pics when it is not a secret anymore.... juz wait for it ya....

rite now it's about 30% done.... shall work on the 70% later n tml morning... n yeah... without any doubt... i am again doing last-minute work... sigh.... y cant i get rid of this bad but enjoyable habit... T-T....

*p/s: shall continue my "business" now... but moving my butt to downstairs... huhu~~^^

things going well...

2009-06-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

as what i expected... today's a wonderful day... had a gals outing with my 4 year-old niece.... dun laugh k coz we actualli had fun.... ^^ watched monsters vs aliens(gosh until now oni i noe the correct title for this show.... sorri for posted up that the title of the show is alien n monster.... silly silly....T-T).... popcorn n softdrink is a must for us.... then had the little one's favourite mcd nuggets as what i had planned.... got a tamagotchi for the elder one as well(juz pray hard that her tama can survive for more than 2 days....>.<).... bought a big big round specs too... wuuhoo!!! i was hyper enuff to buy it once karmun gave a "not bad" feedback.... after that had a nice talk with karmun during her dinner break while the little one crazying herself in the playground thingy set in the food court... =.=".... but it was alweys nice to talk to karmun.... alweys getting something clear when i talk to her....knowing her is one of the few reasons that i wont feel regret for working at snj bukit tinggi.... n then got half dozen of big apple doughnuts for those i lefted at home(eg. my bro... my sis-in-law... my mum.... the elder one.... tong tong....guess that's all....^^).... n then we're off back to home.... n guess what... the little one looks damn cute with the big round specs n my mum actualli cant stop laughing when she saw her wearing that.... phew~~~ what a wonderful day....

*p/s: "do i looked like a young mummy grabbing a 4-year-old child wandering around aeon bukit tinggi???" was what in my mind now.........>.<

what a nice day~~^^

2009-06-23T11:07:00.002+08:00

yeah.. i suppose... or should i say i expect today would be a nice day for me.... am having off day today n planned to take the little one for a movie later... alien n monster... kinda late but it better than not rite.... hehe.... so i predicted that the elder one would bising alot when she finds out that i took the little one without taking her along... n then i make a wise decision.. i am gonna get one tamagotchi for her... what colour should i get.... hum... will c later.... actualli planned everythin d k... good planner here wei... wakakak..... so the show would be at 2pm n will reach there by 1.15 to get tickets n popcorns n drinks... after the show if the little one wanna eat her favourite mcd nuggets then we shall drop by mcd.... or else we will go n get her sis a tamagotchi.... then gonna buy a spec too i guess.... thinking wanna buy that anot since ytd... if i wanna buy... means i am meeting up karmun during her lunch or dinner break so that i could get some discount for the specs.... after all.... it's juz a money-spending day... haha.... but i guess i would be damn relax n totally relieved after so many days of bullshitting work....

cheers~~~^^

*p/s: i am still suitable for animation.... i guess.....>.<

a zin kak version of xiao xiao zhi.....>.<

2009-06-22T00:09:00.002+08:00

yaya... i met a zin kak version of xiao xiao zhi in my shop today.... wat do i mean??? meaning- a guy looks alike with xiao xiao zhi... but he is the zin kak one.... un un????oh ya... "zin kak" means keji.... anoying..... bastard.... hehe....

so the whole story starts with he walks in then i serve him la for sure... so i folo folo then sudd i got this thinking that he seriously looks like xiao xiao zhi.... then everythin still ok one at that time... until he asking wat size of the frame is..
zin kak: wat is the frame size???
pity(me): erm.... *juz a few seconds nee*
zin kak:huh??!!! u dunno??? how u work*n bla bla bla*.....
pity:..........it's 5R.... 5R.... *walks away n get him a new one*
(took out the new frame n here comes the zin kak voice again.....>.<)
zin kak: yer... no box for it???
pity:erm.. ya.... u wanna give it to others as gift???*coz normally give to others then oni they will ask for a box...*
zin kak: no la... i wanna give it to myself...
pity:......... or i help u tie a very nice ribbon on it so that u can give it to urself NICELY????!!!*in kinda chuan tone*
zin kak: if so then nonit la....

wth.... he's like cari-ing pasal nee u noe.... tat's juz the 1st part of it.... second part came rite after he pays....
pity: sorry but do u have 10 cents?
zin kak: nop.. y??
pity: we dun have 10 cent coin d.....*cannot give him the balance la..*
zin kak: nvm la... forget bout the 10 cent....*tot he so good this time??? then u r wrong!!!* but now u owe me 10 cent d.... so gimme ur num....
pity:.................* juz dun care* thank you.. bye bye....

walao... i noe i noe...i should be damn happy coz got ppl wans my hp num rite... but not the zin kak la k... seriously damn pissed that time.... cheh..... so la... wth.... this zin kak version of xiao xiao zhi.....=.="

*p/s: maybe xiao xiao zhi oso s zin kak when he went to snj penang??? who noes.... ^^

an outcomes of boredness....~,~

2009-06-21T00:17:00.002+08:00

saw this link in ah leong's blog n as i was damn damn bored n lazy to take a nice bath.... i did it... a quite true personality test.... here r the results:

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

quite true wor... hehe juz try it if u r boring as well.... http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

*p/s: shouldnt let others affect my emotion.... be tough be tough....>.<

drag me to hellT_T

2009-06-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

ok ok... here comes the part that jee wish to read.....

so today i am having my offday(actualli juz half day off lo... cheh coz i still nit to work at nitez...T-T)..... we meet up with each other in the morning for a NICE movie.... after checking out the time n a looooooooong discussion of which movie to watch... we finally bought two tickets for "drag me to hell"..... n it was the starting of everything.....

it's an okok movie overall.... but in terms of disgusting..... it can realli be rated 5 stars out of 5..... damn damn disgusting.... dun ever full ur stomach b4 the show.... ewwwww.... n pls take notez that almost all the disgusting parts of the movie is to do with the mouth... MOUTH!!!! watch it n u will noe bout it....

neeways... there's actuali a scene where both of us laugh like hell.. as after jee ngam ngam finished predict bout the next scene then it comes out exactly the same like wat she predicted.... hehe... understand?? i noe it's very deep for those who dunno to noe bout it... *start crapping d....^^*

n there's a guy... who alweys makes those stupid scary "buak!!" sounds everytime b4 the shocking scene comes out..... n everyone's reaction was laugh...... hehe.....

not a sucks movie la.. tat's all.... watch anot.... up to u guys....^^

*p/s: feel happy n younger today....

a reply to my bloggie~~

2009-06-20T01:19:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION!!! THIS IS A REPLY FROM ME TO MY BLOGGIE.... FOR THOSE WHO DUN WANNA WASTE UR TIME... JUZ SKIP THIS POST... FOR THOSE WHO HAS LOTSA TIME.. IT'S UP TO U... N READ ON UR OWN RISK....^^

dear bloggie:

sorri for making u feel so bad... u noe this is not my own choice to abandone u.... i sseriously trying my best to call up the stupid strexxxx guy almost everyday to get back my line but anyhow until today the problem's still there... i am now on9-ing using broadband... n yeah... not becoz of the new game k.... ^^

promise will drop by n update sumthin once i have the chance to egt myself on9.... so juz sabar k...

*p/s: stay cool n hapy alweys....^^

from: sushi

THIS LINE IS SPECIALLY FOR JEE TO READ...*ok babe stop thinking that u wanna kick my a** k... * HEHE....

welcome back!!!

2009-06-20T01:11:00.002+08:00

dear sushi:

welcome back... as wat we can see... u had abandoned me for quite some time... i am not realli angry bout it... but undeniable i am not happy with it.... could u juz spend some time n update more bout ur life everyday or even 3 times a week???? it's realli not nice to starve me for such a long time....

how's ur new game... the tamagotchi... isit still alive??? or isit because of that thingy u have no time for me...T-T... sob sob.... anywayss.. i am happy with ur arrival today.... hope u enjoy as well....

*p/s: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

from: ur bloggie.....^^

TAMAGOTCHI~~^^

2009-06-08T21:26:00.003+08:00

i am so so so into this now.... TAMAGOTCHI....huhu~~~ it should be familiar to those ppl same era as me... it's a kind of handheld digital pet thingy.... i was told by hyi that jusco is selling at a quite low price... as i alweys feel like getting one... ytd i was crazy enuff to buy one immediately when i saw it.... yeah... i own a tamagotchi now....^^ after the promoter activate it for me.... the egg pops out as a baby gal after 5 mins... i am so so excited... hyi decided to get one as well after she saw my cute little baby.. n guess wat... hers pops out to be a baby boy.... so for sure... we promise each other that we should married each other's son n daughter when they r big enuff... sounds cool rite... muahahaha.....

here's some pics in case some of u dunno wat is tamgotchi....

guys n gals out there.... if u r too free n nit some entertainment.... get ur very own tamagotchi now.... !!!^^

*p/s: should feed my baby now......

wuuhooo~~~^^

2009-06-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

there's a super duper good news today... I GOT MY STREAMYX BACK FINALLY!!! wuuhoo~~~ *aplause to the tmnet worker pls....* y??? coz i get back my line b4 i lost my kesabaran n call them up.... so yeah.. once again applause pls.... ok ok.. throw all the rubbish out... i am realli so damn happy coz i can on9 whenever i wan from this moment.... wuuhoo~~ so yeah... fren n family.. i am now officially announce that i am back!!! haha.... *sorry la.. let me hyper for a while more k.....^^*

so yeah... my life still the same... no study no fun no fren no zai no bf no food.... ish got food la... haha.... kinda bored with my life recently... i dun like my "working life" seriously.... not hating... but not liking as well.... praying so hard that this month could pass faster n i resume my student identity A.S.A.P... but i've learnt quite much thru this job... frenz out there... anyone wanna wrap present NICELY... juz gimme a call k.... if frenz means no service charge.... not that fren then 50% discount... strangers pls pay fully.... jkjk.... so juz shut up n throw ur present to me la...i will d the wrapping part....

n oh ya.. whoever free on mon... juz cal me up n ajak me out.... coz i am FREE every mon.... waiting waiting k....

*p/s: mana semua leng zai hiding???T-T

working WORKING~~~

2009-05-22T10:53:00.002+08:00

so this is not my 1st time working experience(for more info bout my 'ex-work'... refer back to my older posts....^^)... but it's totally diff kind of work compared to the last one.... last sem break i worked at a day care center... work with kids.... everyday juz have to c same faces n dun realli have much to handle.... but..... this sem break.... dunno y n dunno under wat kind of motivation(the stupid motivation....T-T).... i found a job at aeon bukit tinggi.... some sort of 'sales assistant'... i cant say that i realli dun like the job....(anyhow this job offers me more zai to kap lo...^^)... but i dun realli like it as well.... the 1st week i work there... it's the most terrible week.... anythin oso i dunno.... where the hell is the stock n all.... the box.... wat to do.... wat to say.... realli so so damn... kanasai..... hehe.... but i think now things r getting better n better.... as i get more closer with my "colleague"(i noe i noe... sounds so mature sudd....hehe).... get more used to the store room n stock.... get more used to how to serve customer n all.... but still i noe this is not wat i like....

i feel damn happi when i was back to coll few days ago... even though there's a final presentation shit tat day n i din sleep at all the nite b4.... but yes... i am damn happy the whole day... becoz i feel like i am a student again... hahahah...(i noe it sounds silly.....>.<).... seriously... when u r a student.... u wish u could grow faster so that u could work n earn money n can say bye bye to all the exams..... but when u start working.... u juz wish that u could grow slower n get back to schooling days.... hehe... dunno la.... this is the 1st time i realli got this kind of feeling even though i heard it thousands of times b4.... IT'S TRUE!!!

so my 1st job was at a day care.... 2nd job at gift shop... let's c third job wat kind of shit i will make myself into again....wakakaka.....

so the confession of feeling part gaodim d.... now shall move on to the excited part... *deng deng deng deng~~* KAPING KAPPING!!!! as kaping is one of the excitement in my life.... for sure i wont let go this good chance of kapping lo.... so yeah... besides work n serve customer... i kap them as well.... but until now i realise tat my place dun realli have a lot of leng zai.... (or maybe leng zai dun buy presents??? they receive presents..... muahahahah) but still there're some la... ytd itself.... i was damn lucky.... 2 leng zai in a day!!!! the 1st one walks in at noon.... but that time i was doing some stuff.... so i juz can kap nee.... cannot kek kek go n serve him... at last he lefted without buying anythin....T-T.... then the 2nd leng zai of the day appeared at nitez... i was at the counter tat time talking to kmun... n then he sudd walked in n walked straight to us... fuyoh... i saw his face... damn cute.... then got body n height n all(in short damn chun la....^^).... then he asked la sumthin like do u all offer the wrapping service???.... so of coz we say yes yes.... but with extra charge... so scare he will say "o.. then nvm la..." but he din... he say no problem wor.... wow.... so after that he took out the present he wanna wrap... n it was NOKIA HP!!! the one yong's using(dunno wat model so check it out with yong lo....hehe...) but the sad part is i let kmun to serve him as we can oni one person serve one customer at a time...T-T...

goin to work later.... again... hopefully there will be more leng zai come in(perhaps those leng zai come in not to buy a present for their gf or wife.... hiak hiak......)

*p/s: luckily still can kap lo.. if not will be damn boring nee... n i off on next fri... so yeah.. let's go crazy!!!!^^

sorry to my bloggie~~

2009-05-22T10:48:00.002+08:00

dear bloggie... i am so so so sorry to abandone u for such a long time... n making u a blog terbiar.... i noe the feeling of terbiar realli dun feel good... so here am i to update some watever stuff so that u become more lively back.... as u noe i juz moved house... there's still dun have tel line yet... but it's in the process d... about a week more n i'll get back my streamyx n can on9 everyday(perhaps... if too tired means.... hehe)... ya... so by that time i will updae as often as i could ya... pls sabar for few more days k....

*p/s: i'll still alweys be with u bloggie even i cant on9.....^^

ATTENTION PLS!!!

2009-05-07T21:33:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION ATTENTION.... THIS IS THE CORRECTION ABOUT MY LAST LAST(BBQ-EPI 2) POST.... THE PROFESSIONAL CAMERA GAL WHICH BERJAYA TOOK AH LIAN'S PHOTO IS AH LIN.... NOT SOOK.... PLS BE NOTED....^^

*p/s: but sook oso professional camera gal besides lin.....^^

wheelchair story

2009-05-07T16:57:00.002+08:00

ok... so this is just a post trailer.... the next post i'm gonna post is about some wheelchair story.... hope that i will have the mood to write it as interesting as i can.. if not........... so yeah... stay tuned!!^^

*p/s: coll library-ing now...T-T.......

i am so dead!!

2009-05-06T20:51:00.003+08:00

yeah.. obviously i am so dead... tml wil be my final exam for building construction 2... n i am still on the mood of relaxing my leg...(jkjk....) the mood of relaxing myself.... wat to do... when ur mind telling u that "study later study later... "... wat else i can do to fight against my own will... so... surrender without fighting... so yeah... i am relaxing now...

n n... for those who dunno... i start working since this mon... overall it's quite good.... coz got chance to kap zai... leng zai ar.. sumtimes la... normal zai lo mostly.... ang mo oso got... okok back to topic.... so yeah... due to the standing n cilmbing up n down for the stock... my leg is now certified as patah.... gotta soak with warm water later... if not tml jee realli have to find a wheelchair n pick me up at a1.... muahahah....

*p/s: i must study later... MUST!!!^^

BBQ!!! epi2.....

2009-05-02T22:06:00.010+08:00

yeah.. as wat i promised.... here goes the pics that r taken by PROFESSIONAL CAMERA GAL-SOOK...(must repeat again... very important... hehe^^).....

every outing MUST have at least one ss photo(zhi bai zhao)... muahaha....

this is the so-called nicest pic lin has in her entire life...(coz she cant be seen clearly...jkjk^^)

white, pink, pink+white????

pink+white(MYEE) evolved to red(MYING)??? colour equation... haha...

ok ok... khoo bobo n myee r not wearing couple shirt.... THIS IS OUR CLASS SHIRT MAN!!!

best frenz forever... ^^

leng lui oohhh.... feeweee..... (this pics makes me feel like it's taken on the beach... rite rite^^???)

can c the contrast??? black n white skin tone... lolx.....

hum... still can eat more... not many plates on the table....>.<

hui finally noticed that lian terkencing??? muahaha....

the 3 role model of all guys.... they r CLEANING wei...(they r all owned...dun ever think about tat...)

hiding behind one another??? ^^

seriously i like this photo so so much...(ok ok... we do caused a "minor" air pollution...>.<)

ok ok... now there's a photshooting session specially for our dearest ah lian.... c how many shot PROFESSIONAL CAMERA GAL-SOOK tried to take yet she still unable to take a "can-see-face" photo of ah lian... but.... (as wat i said b4.. there's alweys a but^^)... sook finally took a photo of lian using a small trick... let's c...

1st try... failed...

2nd try... FAILED....

3th try... FAILED AAAAAGGGAIN!!!!!

4th try... finaly~~ in cactus pose...^^(lian tot herself was not being taken...)

*p/s: paiseh paiseh.... actualli wanna post up ytd but some technical problem occur... hehe...

*p/s 2: actualli there'r more photo sook took... so whoever wans it juz contact me thru call or sms or msn or comment or chatbox or facebook or friendster or watsoever la k....^^

BBQ!!!

2009-05-02T02:10:00.003+08:00

yeah... there was a bbq gathering with my dearest s3 mates.... seriously not many ppl attended but guess wat.... it was still nice to meet up with even juz one of them... i realli enjoyed the time we had juz now... chat alot(including those topics that hssy gang alweys talked about in the schooling time...^^)... awww... i was so so relax for that few hours man.... but anyhow i am damn damn tired right now... will post up the pics that's taken by our professional camera gal- sook asap... stay tuned~~

nitez to everyone... chaoz~~

*p/s: i am nomore jobless.....(copied from ah kiong's msn pm)^^

BIG apple donuts day!!!

2009-04-30T01:09:00.007+08:00

as what we(me sook n jian) planned... we meet up at aeon bukit tinggi today... while waiting for sook... me n jian actually bought the tickets for x-men... here comes a very funny story.... so two of us actualli lined up for the tickets(normal la.. everybody lines up when buying ticket...^^)... so when it's our turn... sumthin very funny happened between us n the ticket gal... this is our conversation:

me: err... x-men...

ticket gal: isit 2.45 show???

(not sure jian or me): yeah...

ticket gal: two ticket for couple seats???

then jian start laughing like hell....=.="

wat's in my mind at that moment was.... where sook wanna sit then??? hahaha.... actuali not reali funny la... juz.... speechless... please lo... two ppl buying tickets doesnt mean that they r couple... even if they r... doesnt mean that they have to take couple seat oso... >.<

after gao dim the tickets.... we had our very 1st round of big apple donuts.... a pack of 6... i ate one... jian at 1st ate one... then two.... then after sook reach he ate the third one while complaining that he feels so geli d.... muahahah.... realli nice~~~ n oh ya... there's this situation when jian wanna buy the dunno what durian flavour donut la... then the donut guy told us:"the durian is juz for those buying 12 pieces...." realli speechless.... means we cannot buy if we r not buying 12 pieces.... =.=" weird rule....

1st round of donuts... 6 in a box~~

this is the one i ate... "DANCING QUEEN" if i'm not mistaken... nice nice~~

our chiong-k king a.k.a donuts king with his donut!!!^^

took while waiting sook.... waiting waiting waiting.....^^

the last 2 we purposely "lefted" for sook.... but the chocolate one finally settle in jian's stomach....

so after a while sook finally reach... pity sook la.. she's sick.... got tau sah voice... n keep batuk.... muz take carez ya sook..... guan ni ma boh pi boh pi....

sook with donut king.... n also donuts!!! full of donuts.... muahahaa~~

shit my hand la... y alweys in weird position unnoticely... ish ish ish~~~

took while walking to the car park... geng hor geng hor... ^^

2 of them go pattoh n left me behind.... T-T.. jk jk...no rumours no rumours...

farther n farther they go..... T-T......

watched x-men today... at 1st i din even think of wanna watch that movie... as this kind of "science n techonology plus mutation" stuff not realli my cup of tea... but but.... (there's alweys a but lo...) this movie is incredibly nice man!!! realli nice n gan jiong... with some funny scene as well... so.... watch if u dun wanna feel regret... ^^

n oh ya... cannot forget to mention the 2nd round of donuts b4 we went back... so yeah... we had our 2nd round of donuts... relax relax... we ta bao la.. we not tat geng yet k... can squeeze everythin into our stomach at once.... so this time... with the aid of sook's voucher.... we got this 12 pieces free 6 pieces... all together 18PIECES!!! wow... let's c....

the 6 pieces i took.... finally got the legendary durian donut(2nd row last one)....=.="

the 12 pieces sook took.... saw two DURIAN??? muahaha.....

as this time the donut guy couldnt stop us from buying durian donut... so he's telling us the other dialog.... "durian can oni be store for 3 hours...." for quite a few times.... yeah... so now we noe clearly that we cannot buy durian donut if we r not buying 12 pieces N the durian donut can oni be store for 3 hours.... cool~~~=.="

*p/s: i think i nit to photoshop my face... damn round... or kiam pui better... T-T

job searching~~

2009-04-28T22:51:00.002+08:00

yeah.. as wat i posted as title... i am in the process of searching a job... the reason of doing so:
1. i nit $$...(not money-faced la... juz tat.... erm... nit $$ lo...^^)
2. i am so so bored stucked at home...i noe i noe... i still have to study for final rite?? but... i juz wont do so until the last few days b4 the exam day lo...
3. no zai to kap at home(obviously la... cant kap my family rite???)
4. add more to my life experience...(i noe it sounds very deep... but i am alweys deep wat... wakaka..)
i think i should juz stop craping about the reasons... if not i can crap maybe a hundreds of REASON... hehe...

n as wat i planned... i went for the job-searching juz now at jusco bukit tinggi.... i asked n leave my info to a gift shop.... so wat i can do now is to wait for the reply from the shop... T-T... seriously hate waiting.....zzzzz.....

*p/s: a sienzzz day as usual.....>.<

incredible outing with rou n jing!!!!^^

2009-04-27T20:28:00.008+08:00

honestly.. i was so so unexpected n delighted(borrowed this word from loon han^^) when i 1st received a msg from my cousin-rou on ytd nite asking me to go shopping with them(rou n jing.. both my leng lui cousin..) on today... n of coz my reply was "yes yes!!!"...

so today morning at about 9.30am... i was off to rou's house as she will be our "driver" for today..

our leng lui driver~~steady oo steady oo....^^

"b4"... all SO excited...^^(scroll down to check out the "after"photo..)

as rou need to pass up her assignment 1st so i had have a chance to pretend as a monash student n sneek into monash university today... gosh.. i love her uni lo... damn nice... n oh ya... cannot forget this part... she has a leng zai fren(simon) n we meet him today... this simon quite cute as the way he say hello is so formal(hand shaking... ^^)... n besides him i dun realli c any leng zai at monash oso la.... hehe....(so pek chek la... forgot to take pics when we were there... so this part lefted to ur imagination lo...)

later on... we were off to SUNWAY PYRAMID!!! alright alright... i noe it may sounds a bit boring for some of u but seriously this is the 1st time three of us goin together without our parents lo... here comes an important equation: (xu+rou+jing)-parents=FUN!!!!^^ we were starved once we reach n the smarty-ME suggested to gao dim our stomach at gasoline... but it's not open until 11.30am... so we go jalan jalan n finally another smarter smarty-rou suggested for CANTON-I... a hong kong style restaurant... the food's nice.... the price's ok... everythin juz perfectly goin well...

jing nonit paiseh k... we noe u r not a shopaholic.... seriously we do... ^^

got caught while spending money??? hehe...

the empty plate shows that we r still waiting for our FOOD!!!

waiting... waiting.... waiting.............

here comes the food....yum yum~~~

after that we actualli go jalan jalan again until the smartest smarty-jing(means three of us r smarties^^) comfirm that we r goin to chiong k!!!!(oh ya... i actualli called deave n ask him chiong k but he dun wan.. so he missed a chance to kap leng lui lo...muahaha)chiong chiong chiong.... at 1st the lady told us tat our slot will end at 5pm.... but ends up it ends at 6pm... juz imagine... few of us.... keep on chiong-ing.... from 1++ until 6pm.... more than 4 hours n we alost sing every songs together..(tat's y the title of this post is "incredible outing"^^).. WOWWWW!!! it was incredible n excited n exhausted as well.... at the end of the day...wat's lefted is TIRED TIRED TIRED N DOUGHNUTS!!!(rou n jing ta bao lo....)^^

which one nicer??? u can now find the second(silver/grey) one in rou's almari~

believe me.. i dunno y my hand was in this pose....=.="

who ever wanna use this card feel free to get it from me k...

such a detail receipt... haha...

so after that of coz we were off back to klang...we r TIRED n "GAS-LESS" after 4 hours of chiong k session... yet... we r satisfied~~wuuhooo~~

"after"... c!! c!!! the "after" shows tiredness nee.....

"where's my car??? where's my car???^^"

once again our ms driver n the "drive"... oppsss "the car"...

the eager of getting back home is clearly shown in this pic...^^

it was a realli nice outing...*every outing is nice for me..hehe* but seriously... it was nice to get closer to each other n chat about so much stuff today... let's plan for our "hill" outing... yeah!!!

*p/s: i am slow when it comes to uploading pic into blog....T-T....

a nitez staying at digital lab(LCS)....

2009-04-19T23:21:00.006+08:00

yeah.. once again i stayed overnight outside becoz of assignments... this time quite special as i didnt stay overnight at my fren's place but stayed at the digital lab of my coll... n seriously it was not a good choice for those who plan or feel-like-trying to stay there... juz imagine... ur butt will be sticking on the hard plastic chair for whole nitez... yes u can of coz get up n walk around but who will realli do so when ur eyes r already half-closed n u r concentrating ur full energy to ur fingers part for clicking n moving the "mouse"... n... even if u manage to lift up ur butt from the chair for some walks around the digital lab... u still wont feel much better(maybe a little better...>.<) as wat's in ur mind will oni be:"lay down lay down... i nit a bed to lay down~~"... there're some seniors staying whole nitez as well... n i think due to their experience... most of them brought along their pillow or cushion so that the torture to their butt be lesser... *ok..ok... enuff with the butt story...^^*

so we(jee n me la) actualli went back to jee's house at ytd noon to work on the b.cons assignments as we cant get any free pc at that time... we then went back to coll at 10++pm n finally got a pc to work on acad project... tat time quite many of our classmates were there but after some time they lefted n daniel ashwin theeran were those staying whole nitez together with us.. together with some unknown seniors as well.. 2++am was our supper time n we went mcd(sundae is juz nice to awake me at that time...^^).. but it was quite a weird supper as there's 6 of us but we were divided into 2 groups n sit on two different table... anyways... special thanks to xiao xiao zhi for staying awake n took us there eventhough his work had already done..(tat's wat he claimed la...^^) n we finally done our acad stuff at 8++am(today morning la...) when ppl ngam ngam reached there we were packing our stuff to get back to jee's place for a short nap n bath...hehe...

so the short nap n bath n oso b.cons sketching at jee's place continue until 1++pm n we again off to coll for the submission... the final fixing n all took quite some time n at last we were late for our movie watching plan... yeah... I WATCHED COMING SOON D!!!! it's a very special ghost movie for me... the storyline is a creative one n those who haven realli should check it out... after movie of coz makan la... for the first time i tried zen mai sushi... finally... thinking wanna try for such a long time d lo... cheh... jee n jocelyn teman me to wait for my sis after that n we shop around pyramid until 9++pm... n now... here i am posting up the happenings in these two days... ^^

i am very tired la... should juz go n sleep now... but i juz feel like craping some words to my blog now... haha... so now i am done with it n chaoz... have a nice sleep everyone!!!^^

*p/s: i din merajuk la... >.<

wat the???!!!

2009-04-18T23:27:00.004+08:00

great.. very great... i was planing to go chiong k with my sis tml morning but now I LOST MY VOICE!!! wat the... the chiong k plan is juz so damn important for me to release all the stupid stress n tension in me recently... but how am i goin to chiong without my voice... gosh!!! haiz.... should i juz find place n hide myself for an hour or half... or maybe find a place to scream like a crazy person(juz can scream "silently"for now...T-T) *deep breath deeeeep breath~~ phew~~~*... i can do it dont i??? everythin will be alright after wed... perhaps... juz have to hold on few more days....T-T

*p/s: counting down-- 4 more hypertension days..........

test n quizes...

2009-04-15T23:28:00.003+08:00

haven been updated my blog these few days... hehe... i was busy... yeah.. realli busy until today... assignments n deadlines AGAIN... lolx... anyways... im not goin to blog about that...

i did quite many of the quizes in facebook n some of them realli so so interesting... so juz now i did a test on when will i getting married... the result is at 20 n i am 19 this year!!! haha.... nit to find a boyfriend as soon as possible lo if the test is true... wat do u think??? n another test for where should my wedding be held... MY BACKYARD.... n i dun have a backyard... malaysia houses normally dun have backyard??? =.=".... another test says that my mind is a flower garden... cool rite... n they can tell wat's my personality through my hands... sumtimes i juz dun belif the results but they r quite true that i cant deny it's not juz a stupid bluffing test... so.... to stop confusing myself.. maybe i should juz control myself n not leting my finger to click on any of the test button anymore... perhaps... *but i am quite sure i cant... haha... besides sensitivity..curiosity kills oso lo...^^*

n i miss my hssy gang.... i miss my fridayzzz... when can we hang out?? maybe juz a short yum cha session if realli not free??? it will be great enuff to juz c u guys' face... ^^

*p/s: sook wanna go for coming soon??? wat about this sat???^^

a SUPER DUPER shuei day~~(epi 2)

2009-04-10T20:01:00.003+08:00

ok so let's talk about wat so shuei about ytd... everythin was ok at the morning n noon... until four of us finished watching "he's just not that into u"... we decided to go back home after the show.. so it's still ok at that time...as usual jee sent me to coll n i was waiting ktm when i called my sis n here starts my bad luck...NOONE CAN TAKE ME FROM THE STATION N I WOULD HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL 9PM++... wat the??? so under my sis suggestion... the oni way to lepak for 4 hours is to go back to sunway pyramid n watch a movie(i juz came back from there...)tat time is about 5pm la... so i was like.. ok luu no choice oso... i planned to watch shinjuku actualli which is at 6.45pm... n i planned like buy ticket 1st then can treat my stomach some nuggets b4 the show as i was starving man!! n gosh!!! the stupid train delayed pulak... i was not able to squeeze myself into the 1st train came by n the 2nd shift i squeezed into it n finally reach subang station at 6 sumthin... after that must take bus mini... n u noe wat... the bus rosak on the half way!! the engine stop working juz lidat... wth???!!! realli feel so shuei lo... by the time i reach sunway... it's oredi 7pm.. T-T...bye bye to shinjuku... i check the time for all movie n the oni choice i had is to watch FRIDAY THE 13TH... a horror movie that i dun dare to watch at cinema in my entire life.. i started to feel regret once the show starts... IT WAS DAMN GELI MAN!! my advice is--dun watch if u juz had big meal... or prepare ur own plastics(for bluek) if u insist to do so... oh ya... jacky kuan jacinta n ken was watching the same show but they din notice me there n they oni saw me when i came out from the toilet... muahaha... quite many 1st time happened on ytd... 1st time watching movie alone... 1st time watching horror movie at cinema... 1st time to eat mcd alone(n the nuggets was tasteless...T-T)... 1st time wander around sunway alone... n conclusion... i was brave!!! applause pls.... thank you...^^

*p/s: i dun nit time to be alone la... n let's go for coming soon as i oredi gain enuff courage for horror movies...

a SUPER DUPER shuei day...

2009-04-09T23:54:00.001+08:00

it's a super duper shuei day for me... a long long story to tell lo about today.... will post on tml... as now my sis ngek ngek wanna use pc...

chaoz...

a day with after-class-movie^^

2009-04-02T20:09:00.004+08:00

FINALLY... after such a long time of "planning" n "cancelling" of our after-class-movie outing... we did it!!! some applause pls...^^ finally we carry out our movie plan today... let's guess wat movie we watched.... ok ok.. hints k.. it juz start showing today!! not realli many movie start showing on today la... wat??!! still cant guess???!!! fine... the answer is... *taaa daaaa* FAST N FURIOUS 4!!! the movie is ok for me... as i din watched the 1st,2nd n 3rd ones...wat else u expect?? others think it's quite nice but amos was abit disappointed as he's so eager to c more n more 'WOW' cars~~ haha...

oh ya... due to the some time management problem... we had our lunch at A&W...ya ya... coz it's the nearest FAST FOOD RESTAURANT there... n i cant remember the last time i had A&W.... especially the curly fries n float!! but so sad that i dun had any of my favourite today... >.< anyways... happy to had lunch in A&W!!!^^

additional portion: amos drove jee's car on the way back n for sure i was there as well... erm... the feeling... quite excited with some unsure n scare at 1st.... once got into the car... tat's the time he trying to "communicate"with the car... i was a bit shaking~~~ after that was quite comfortable except when he brakes the car... fuyoh~ the brakes realli terrible... *hope that amos wont c this post...wakakaka...*

it's a good day~~ cheers~~^^

*p/s: hyperness still goes on at this moment...

EARTH HOUR @ KLPAC~~ cool...

2009-03-26T21:56:00.003+08:00

due to boreness n "dunno-wat-to-do-ness"... i checked out klpac web site n found out this interesting event...

EARTH HOUR @ KLPAC...

so yeah.. it's sumthin to do with earth hour...

on this sat(28th of March 2009)... 8.30-9.30pm(tat's the time where we nit to switch off "lights")... KLPAC is having a "drumming in the moonlight" event... the crew will be organising a realli fun drum circle n ANYONE CAN TAKE PART!!!

n the interesting part... anyone who wanna join.. feel free to bring along any objects from ur home.. eg... empty Pringles can,pepper shaker, Jacobs tin etc etc... it realli sounds fun!!

for more information... log on to http://www.klpac.com/...^^

*p/s: should i go or juz be a good gal n stay at home??>.<

cool outing~~

2009-03-24T17:27:00.007+08:00

yeah... i had meet up with some old mates(actualli ex thurs n fri's librarians) last sat at jusco bukit tinggi n for sure... our activity was CHIONG K... pics pics... finally received the pics from sook today... let's post some of it here...^^

group photo~~there's actualli 11 of us... oppss..weizheng went back earlier n ysing was the one took this pics for us~~^^

the 3 "seniors".. actualli we r not tat old k.. juz few months older nee~>.<

the "juniors".. yiihh... y kjian not in it???kena boikot??~.~

deng deng deng deng~~our "chiong k king"--KHAI JIAN!! u c how "high" yqiu was when he's singing..^^

the two that din touched the mic at all...>.<

pls la ppl... "chiong k king" oso will hungry one k...^^

ysing: "greenbox's salad~~yum yum~~"

yqiu:"let u gals ss on ur own la..".. n... yeah~~wzheng actualli did touched the mic!!

the time when jyee left us cruely... THAT'S OUR ROOM NO.--42!!

Most of them actualli left after chiong k(too tired listen to my singing??? hehe..) so at last juz me sook n kjian went for another movie session... RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN... the movie was ok for me as i am not so into aliens n UFOs kind of movie... but still... nice~~

it's nice to meet up with old mates... it's nice to have a day where can seriously dump all the assignments far far away... it's nice to share some secret between each other... it's nice to have a day where i can tease kjian after such a long time... n... it's nice to c kjian in BOTAK!!!(he juz came back from NS)...wakakaka...

WOOOOAAAAHHHH!!!

2009-03-20T21:36:00.005+08:00

can i juz fill this post with WOOOAAAHHH???? omg.. the show by Condors was juz so so cool man!! i juz cant use words to described the feeling when i was watching the performance... the feeling after it ends... GOSH!!! the last slot will be on tml nitez... for those who wanna experience the feeling of "wordless"... check out KLPAC web site for more information...

CONDORS~~ U GUYS ROCKSSSS!!!!

*p/s: new idol new idol!!

another specialist in my record~~

2009-03-12T21:16:00.002+08:00

i juz cant belif the doc says that.... I GOT A NORMAL N HEALTHY HEART???? wat the hell... i alweys tot that i have a not so healthy heart lo... wat is that???

ok... yeah.. i went for heart specialist today morning... obviously there's sumthin happened n i was forced to go for heart check-ups... n i went today with my sis... i was damn damn gan jiong honestly... keep thinking alot of nonsense... scaring myself off... =.="

after registered... we waited for about 5 mins... then i was called into the doc's room... yih... this doc looks quite ok lo... muahaha... so i told him about wat happened n he asked many many questions.... n he decided to do a dunno wat check-up la... it's sumthin called ECG??? he actualli sticked sumthin like sticker on my pulse(hand, leg, "chest", neck) together with some wires... omg... that's the reason i so so so refuse to go for check-up b4 this... feel like a weird person laying there for some experiments... cheh... anyway... after the check-up... the doc actualli said that everything's ok... normal... healthy... n wat i had on tues morning is sumthin called PANIC ATTACK... panic attack??? he said that i'm having some stress n i feel too panic n lack of sleep so that's y i got this panic attack... n he actualli ask me to relax myself n sleep earlier..(gosh... i sleep quite early lo... n i am relax enuff la... T-T)

but anyways... my mum was so relif when she noes that i am ok... n my sis keep teasing me with "PANIC ATTACK"(shit her lo...>.<)

*p/s: second experience with another specialist in this year... =.="

music and lyrics...

2009-03-06T21:32:00.003+08:00

we finally finished the whole movie today!!! omg... it was so so so nice~~ wanna watch it again n again... let's do it jee... music n lyrics... gosh... how come i din noe that there was such a nice movie until this week??? i should have watch it right after it keluar in 2007 lo... guess most of u guys watched b4... but those who haven... highly recommended by me!!! ^^

n the songs r damn damn nice... especially "way back into love"... i listen so many times b4 but until now oni i noe it's from this movie...=.=" shall upload in my music player... enjoy it as how i did~~^^

*p/s: get well soon lo jee>.<

a NEED to blog>.<

2009-03-05T23:09:00.004+08:00

usualli when i seriously feel that i NEED to blog is the time when i seriously nit some space to cool myself down... i blog when i feel happi... i blog when sumthin special happened... i blog when i was boring... i blog when i was hyper.. i blog even when i was sick... but i NEED to blog when there's realli sumthin that trashes my mind n my mood...

right now i NEED to blog... i am quite under stress these few days... many many things n assignments n group member problems n many many more... all those sh*t(pls allow me to be rude.. or i am alweys tat rude??? watever...) got me under a kinda big tension but anyhow i was still ok with all these... it's still all within my limit n i still do enjoy my life even under tat sucky stress...

today was a not realli good day for me... i dun wanna tell wat happened coz if i talk about it i would take maybe a few hours... n i have no time for those stupid silly idiot watsoever crap... every feeling is inside me right now... i'm not sure am i angry or depressed or sad or fed up or pissed or ******.... it's a combination of all these i guess... i had never been so "expressive" for a very long time... i should go clean up my mood b4 i ruin everythin... heading for a better tml(i noe it sounds damn kolot..>.<)

*p/s: sorri for wasting ur time reading such a 'content-less' post... i juz NEED to blog...T-T

BIG newsss!!!T-T....

2009-03-01T23:24:00.004+08:00

before i tel sumthin about the BIG newss... i shall juz 'briefly' talk about wat happened on thurs nitez... so thurs nitez... it was actualli "sumone's" bro's wedding dinner... so at 1st my mum keep asking me to teman her to the dinner... gosh~~ it was realli a great great chance for me to c him after such a long time(seriously a few years lo...>.<)... but i dunno wat happened to me tat day... i juz dun feel like goin... at last... my sis went with my mum n i juz stayed at home n watched tv/online.... n lost a chance to c HIM!!!

so story continue with my mum came back after the dinner... n they said that he was not there during the dinner... (belif me.. i din ask my mum about him k....^^)... tat's such a weird n abnormal thing lo... bro's wedding n he's not there??? so tat time wat i feel was juz weird weird weird... n after few mins i juz forgot about tat la...^^

time passes slowly until today... HERE COMES THE BIG NEWSS!!! he's sumwhere OVERSEA at this moment... yaya... i got the news of coz la from my mum... har?? i tot he's still studying peacefully at nilai??? sob sob~~ so yeah~~ he went oversea for his studies n i din even noe about it... n tat's the reason he's not there for his bro's wedding... juz cant imagine how far he is from malaysia... but anyways... ALL THE BEST to him lo...T-T....

*p/s: god bless that he wont bring a ang mo back lo... amen!!

THE 70TH POST!!!

2009-02-27T23:22:00.003+08:00

YEAH PPL... U R READING MY 70TH POST AT THIS MOMENT!!! wow... realli took me alot of time to reach this num... maybe becoz i alweys crap too much in a single post??? should have divide it into a few posts... then i can add more to the "quantity"...^^(will celeb like hell once i reach my 100th post... gambateh gambateh~~)

should post sumthin very very "big"(for me la....>.<) as my 70th post... erm... BIG thing??? i had too many BIG things these few days...

1stly... the stage thingy is all over... (not realli feel like wanna write more about tat...)it's an assignment which took us alot of time n efforts... *skip*...

2ndly... i finally got the very 1st pic of my baby niece but it's taken by her sis(a 4-year-old kid who oni capture blur image)... n oh ya.. i just notice that i haven tell u guys wat's her name... she's SIM YONG THONG.... i prefer calling her tong tong a.k.a bi bi... still keep sleeping whole day long... but i think her awaking time get longer these few days... she's juz so so so cute~~(perhaps she wont be another devil in the house in a few years time...>.<... must go bai bai from now onwards..^^)

3rdly... my moving out plan... gosh!!! that's the BIG BIG thing that realli worries me so so much... ok... b4 i talk about my own feelings on this moving out thingy... i should juz talk about jee's reaction... so we went shopping two days ago(actualli it's window shopping as both of us "out-of-credit" this month..^^)... juz wanna check out the price n start planning wat to buy for our "home-wanna-be"... n we r like... "wow.. red pillow la jee... buy this buy this... pink bed sheet... buy buy buy... " n hello ppl... we haven even comfirm which unit to take lo... haha... n the best part... this jeevi.. she call me today morning while i still sweet sleeping...this is our conver:*red is jee green is me*
"hello babe... still sleeping ar???"
"yaya... y??"
"u wanna come for fartzen anot??"
"erm..... like lazy la babe..."
" the parkson near my place got sale la.. they r selling expensive bedsheet with 80% discount... now it's like 30++ bucks nee... u come then we can go there after the show la..."
"...................."
ohhh... so the real thing is to ajak me to go shopping la... again for our home-wanna-be... this gal she bought a blanket n oso alot small pillow today... muahaha... she's realli "kinda" excited i think... hmm... me... without any doubt i feel quite excited as i finally get to move out... but... for a 1st time out-mover(tat's wat "harry the future housemate" said...>.<) like me... i am seriously worry n unsure at the same time... how will the life staying outside without my family be... how if i nit someone teman me for "toilet purpose" in late night??? how this how tat.. ish... especially everytime when xiao xiao zhi says sure i will feel regret for moving out... i noe u guys telling me that for my own good... n i noe it does make sense... but pls.. juz let me noe that u guys will be there for me n back me up whenever i nit u... tat's wat i nit for now... can u???T-T...

anyways... should cheer for i have finally reach the num of 70th...^^yuuhooo~~~

*p/s: support support pls~~~T-T

tired n sleepy r siblings???>.<

2009-02-26T20:50:00.003+08:00

do u ever wonder whether tired n sleepy r siblings?? ok.. maybe they r relatives if they r not siblings... erm.. wat i wanna say is... they alweys come together... whenever i feel tired.. i feel sleepy... whenever i feel sleepy.. i feel tired as well... they r bonded to each other... so r they siblings???^^

i was damn damn tired these few days... didnt do much but dunno y got tired easily... especially after whole day long... i step into the train on my way back home... i can realli feel the tiredness inside myself... n i almost miss the station because i fell asleep in train for a few times... =.="... *now should relate tired with sleepy rite???* yaya... when i reached home... i do wanna enjoy some nice drama or show or movie(in short... watch tv>.<)... but the thing is... everytime i "sit"(with absolutely wrong position which makes me fall asleep in a second^^)... i start to got blur.... then after a while i found myself dreaming dunno about wat/who/sumthin d(sleep d la)... so conclusion becoz i was damn damn tired... tat's y i feel sleepy alweys...

*p/s: if tired n sleepy r siblings... then who's their mum n dad????>.<*confusing*

another baby gal in the house!!!

2009-02-17T22:05:00.003+08:00

baby gal in the house~~~ i juz came back from the baby visit... she's a cute baby(all babies r cute rite??^^)... kinda big if compared to her sis... name??? erm.. not sure yet... so we shal juz call her baby sim... haha.. sounds so cute...

so at 3pm++.. after a torturing n painful n full of violence process... we have this 8 pound++ baby delivered safely... n becoz i have to wait for my mum to come back home... we can oni visit my sis-in-law n baby at nitez... 7pm++... we passed by the baby room 1st so we took a glance at baby b4 mummy... n mummy still look so energetic n not realli weak when we saw her... wow... kinda amazing(was told that women r damn so weak after deliver baby???~.~)... n yeah... they will stay at the hospital for 2 nights n will oni be back on thurs... cant wait to carry the little one... she's so small n soft... or should i use "fragile"??? but dun worry... i will absolutely handle with care...(anyhow have experiences b4 this lo...^^)

din have a chance to take pics as i scare the nurse will beh song... hehe... nurse always looks so scary for me... some sort of phobia to nurses... >.<

题外话~~
其实今天心情并不好，至于发生了什么事，我懒得提，只能不断告诉自己不要那么敏感。可是这次应该不是因为敏感，而是觉得不断地被人消遣，有点不爽，更多的是委屈。。。我并不是个玩不起的人，平时也不会因为这些事情而生闷气，但今天，也许是因为被说中心中的痛，也许是因为太多人在那里太难堪，也许是因为一直被形容成同一个“物件”(不想说那是什么啦~~)，而太多太多次的消遣，令我觉得好像被攻击吧。。他是有心嘲笑??? 还是纯粹在开玩笑??? 分不清了~~

*p/s:过了今天就会没事的，大家还是好朋友嘛~~~^^

this is a rojak post~~~

2009-02-16T19:41:00.003+08:00

attention pls... this is a rojak post that will waste ur time.. pls leave this site immediately if u dun have time...(like so serious nee... muahaha~~~)

so the 1st ingredient in this rojak would be... valentine's celebration!!! how u guys celebrated ur valentine's???? with gf/bf??? or u guys "jiakaki"(this is wat hui told me^^) like wat i did??? so yeah... another valentine's(or should i use s.a.d???) celebrated with a gang of frenzz... it was deave's birthday... yaya.. on valentine's day itself... so romantic rite for his parents... celebrating one of their valentine's in hospital n here comes the cute baby deave??? wow... (jealous jealous.. i wan my birthday to be on such a romantic day la!!!T-T)... bbq at his place... (gosh.. love suria mas!!)... enjoyed c-ing them trying to pull each other into the pool... (pity the pool lo... all so crazy about it~~).. but anyways... had a very nice n enjoyable s.a.d this year~~

here comes the 2nd ingredient... i wanna move out!!! mr harry keep asking me about tat... n i seriously wanted to... but the problem is... my mum!!! especially if i told her my housemate-wanna-be(if realli move la..) r guys... gosh... god pls settle all for me... thank you~~ n amen~~

3rd ingredient... i was told tat my sis in law goin to deliver her 3rd child tml... huh?? i tot it should be 25th??? the whole story was so kelam kabut n even myself not realli understand when my sis told me... but.. the point is... i am goin to be auntie for the 3rd time tml... wah... more n more older... i dun wan la~~.... hehe... but realli looking forward for the little one... xiao ku will come n c u tml after my class k... welcome welcome~~~

wondering any other ingredients in my rojak??? erm... the answer is no... cant think of wat to write d... as my mind is full of move or not move stuff... so chaoz~~

*p/s: stay tuned for the very 1st pics of the little one... will post it right after i snap one~~~

bed sweet bed!!

2009-02-13T12:35:00.003+08:00

finally i was back to my bed... after 3 nights of sleepover at my frenz's place... i was back to my own bed ytd night... yuuhoo~~ wat i had done this few days at my frenz place??? of coz not sumthin bad... am i tat kind of person... hehe... was realli busy with a stage design assignment... changed our design for few times...(or should i say keep chaging our design for many many times...>.<)... wasted one whole day to build a dunno wat model(actualli not tat bad.. juz tat it wasnt wat lecs wan..).. start all over again... re-build a new model... sketches(sorri for din help up with that.. realli cant draw la...T-T)... n stuff lidat took us 4 days n 3 nights...(sounds like a vacation??? ^^).. n finally had our presentation ytd afternoon... n the sad thing was... the lec whom we presented to... din get our main concept of the whole design... n her face did show tat she was like juz selamba n not realli listen to wat we trying to explain... wat the... but anyhow... during the voting time... phew... we got alot supporters... gam dong lo...T-T... realli touched la tat time.. hehe... where's my tissue~~~

so now... everythin's done... wait for the result n we will c wat gonna happen... chaozzz~~

*p/s: realli hates crazy frog la... should have prepared bigger "eyes" for yan ying when she's presenting... ^^

in the process of getting fed up~~

2009-02-06T21:39:00.003+08:00

in the process of getting fed up of??? of TAKING KTM!!! especially the 7++am shifts... gosh... it was horrible terrible "vegetable"... it was sucks!!! u just cant belif how can ppl squeeze into the train even though it was oredi full(seems to be full>.<)... n is it becoz of the stupid economical thingy... i feel like more n more ppl's taking ktm nowadays... (realli can save more by taking ktm instead of driving???~.~) the whole thing got worse when the air-conditioning of the train is sucks... seriously got a feeling of being "kok" inside an owen... which i have to stand it for at least 30 mins each time... it was.... suckssssss!! arrrrghhhhh~~~(dun wori.. i will be alrite once i let go all of it...chill chill~~)

rite now... i'm realli hoping to get my moving plan(not realli plan yet... it's still dream-.-) done... desperate for tat actualli... hoping tat things will get much more better once i can move out.. at least i dun have to squeeze(or should i say "sardine") everyday from mon-thurs... but nothin i can do if my over-protective family dun nod their head for that... come on... cheer up... should be appreciate for being able to go coll by taking ktm... at least i still have the chance of studying...(should repeat this sentence for 20 times everyday to cheer up myself..some sort of lie to myself???hehe^^)

*p/s: must get well soon ya those who r still "sick-ing"...

2009-02-04T20:32:00.004+08:00

life was ok recently... except the not feeling well part... the rest.... was actualli not bad... so yeah.. started my sem 3... n this week started to feel the stress of it... have to start working on some assignments... lecs was ok as wel... frenz... still the same... or maybe not realli same... hum.. confusing... it was same yet not realli same.... diff yet not realli diff...(make u confused oso??? >.<) but as we alweys say... nothin in this world will remain unchange forever.. things keep changing... agree???

so oh ya... taylors pj's on fire again today... it was realli so damn bad to say so but i dunno y my mood got so excited after the incident... bian tai rite?? ish... i oso dunno... *piak piak piak* should give myself a few slaps... n jee n i sudd went to sunway for brides war after the "fire run"... (movie n fire... like not related at all hor.. ^^)

erm... yeah... still in the searching for my dates... but these few days i was like got no mood kap lo... din even think about tat oso... (c... told u all i am actualli not tat deseprate...=.=) will work it out a.s.a.p as deave asking ang pao from me today n i realli dun mind giving out ang pao if i fulfill the criteria(oni those married nit to give ang pao rite??u noe wat i mean la hor...^^)

*p/s: was n still in love with starbucks vanilla cream... love the colour... love the taste... love everythin about it... VANILLA CREAM ROCKSSS!!!!

MIGRAIN!!!!

2009-02-02T18:02:00.002+08:00

so... it was migrain after all... ish... i was having a condition where i will sudd got one part of my sight blur... not realli blur but it would become... erm... u noe sumtimes when we looked into the sunlight n we will having some colour colour blur images in our eyes??? those who noe wat i am trying to say.. phew.... yeah~~ it's sucks man... i was having this stupid condition throughout this whole cny week.... not whole day long... but it would be like 2-3 hours once it "occurs"... then followed by headache everytime after i got my sight back... gosh.. it realli scares me n oso my family especially my mum... so under certain pressure(from my mum>.<)... i ponteng again today n went for the eye specialist...

yeah so after some check-ups( it's realli cool man... u will never noe if u never try it... but i dun think any of u guys would wanna try that... haha... )... the results was... nothin.... nothin went wrong with my eyes... omg.. i was so so so relieved when the leng zai doc(any doc would be leng zai by this time..^^) told me that... it was migrain.. huh?? MIGRAIN??? so i was having migrain all this while???(for a week ++??) ish... din noe that migrain could be so terrible... but it realli makes me put down my heart... i'm not getting blind la... muahahaha....

dunno wat to do for migrain... wat i can do now is juz wait for another 2 weeks... maybe it would be alrite by then??? perhaps... i dun wanna go to the neuro... sob sob~~~T-T...

*p/s: should look out some info about migrain... this terrible migrain suffers me....

a little too late(epi 3)

2009-01-31T11:42:00.002+08:00

ish... i seems to be alweys late recently... ish ish ish... but no choice lo... i was too busy trying to earn $$.. muahahaha.... but the outcomes... hehe... anyhow i did enjoyed... ^^

yeah ppl... hapi niu year~~ niu niu lai le.... (have to wish sumthin rite???) erm... for all gong xi fa cai... for students xue ye jing bu... for elders sheng ti jian kang... for babies kuai gao zhang da.... for me kuai dian pattoh... wakaka.... (jk la... seriously i not that desperate... ok.. maybe a little bit^^)...

so yeah... since tht day which i sick like hell... i think i stil haven 100% recover yet... coz during this week i was like... ok for one day... then the next day i dizzy d... then ok the other day... next day dizzy again... make me so so so moody... so actualli for me... i wanna wish myself sheng ti jian kang... muahahaha...

once again.. HAPPI MOO MOO YEAR~~

*p/s: aiksss... blur again now... should go back to sleep maybe??? T-T

1st time performance!!!

2009-01-23T23:20:00.004+08:00

yup yup!! today's the very 1st time performance by the students of my sis's damnce studio~~ it was actualli a kinda small performance... but it reali took alot of our effort t success it... from clothes buying... accessories.... shoes... hairstyle... etc etc... but... u gals rocksssss!!! (ish.. as if those kids will read my blog... hehe)

n of coz took some pics... gonna post it up freshly right now so that i wont feel lazy to post pulak...

who is this gal?? *changing shoe*^^

all looks so.. gan jiong???

looks like bee??? they r gals fr sixties k...=.="

the fat one is my niece... same face??

big gals dancing indian dance... prettygal-to-be...

on the stage~~~yeng le???

at home... must take one lo..memorable~~~

fuyoh... 1st time uploaded pics... took me kinda long.. haha..

last day of baking!!!

2009-01-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

yeah ppl... i'm realli so so so so glad to announce that today will be the last day i have to bake all those cookies... omg... this "cookies" word seriously giving me a phobia... ish ish ish... so yeah rite... this moment... 11.06 of 19th of jan 2009... i can finally escape from the "nightmare"... hate sapu-ing eggs on cookies... ish... (tat's my job for this few.. weeks??? or days?? cant even remember la...T-T) n tat makes me abandon this blog for kinda long... no time(or isit becoz i got nothin to blog with as my days were full with "c-----s"...)

actualli now still got nothin to blog though... but anyhow feel like wanna write sumthin here.. hehe... oh ya... my sis brought back a stuff... sumthin like horoscope thingy... wat is that call?? aikss... dunno la... it does say tat horsey would have dates... but juz dates lo... not realli relationships??? hmm... good or bad then???? anyways... horsey out there... check it out ya!!!

*p/s: pls dun mention "c-----s" in front of me... thx for corperations~~~>.<

post b4 sleep/pengsan~~^^

2009-01-10T00:52:00.003+08:00

yeah.. finally we got our very last "plate" of pineapple cookies for today out frm the oven... damn tiring lo these few days... keep baking cookies... i think these whole situation will continues until maybe one or two days b4 cny?? perhaps it wont... hehe...

it's realli a hard work for baking pineaple cookies... lazy to describe the whole procedure but those who baked b4 should noe... (mind blurred~ mayb should juz chaoz n sleep now la...haha~~)

two more days.... then we should meet up each other in coll... feel worry or nervous??? y??? realli dun understand... i feel nothin except a bit bit miserable... as dunno how our 3rd sem would be... but anyhow i think everythin will be alright...( should start to revise xixu's theory... totally forgot about this "theory" during holiday... ^^)

aiksss.. chaoz n nitez... mind blanked~~T-T...

*p/s: i lost my desire on pineapple cookies... y suddenly so....

bad day??

2009-01-08T21:49:00.001+08:00

hum... bad day... not realli bad actualli... but still bad... haiz...not goin to tell wat happened here... but hopefully everything gonna be alright soon... sometimes realli hate holidays... hehe...

*p/s: jie come back d lo today... hehe....

a little too late...T-T(epi2)

2009-01-05T22:37:00.005+08:00

hehe... tat's right... wat i gonna post now is sumthin tat everyone will do maybe few days b4 new year or on tat day itself... NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS~~

ok... here's the list....
1. i wan a date!!! coz yong says this year horsey will get sweet dates ma.. so must quickly have one in case it wont be sweet anymore on next year... hiak hiak~~
2. happy n healthy life... gua.... (for my family... my frenzz... everyone i noe la... n of coz myself~)
3. more money?? this.. dun have to be more la... but when i wanna spend i can spend then tat's enuff... hiak hiak... counted as more oso???)
4. get closer with my frenz... n make more frenz... (especially leng zaisss.... so that i can achieve my 1st resolutions... ^^)
5. lost 15++kg??? sounds kinda impossible... ish.. juz list down la... >.<
6. my jie will be safe all the time staying outside...
7. jee wont seliuh here n there anymore... yong dun hantuk her head anymore when she's ice-skating.... eddy got more n more liang moi teman him in cinema... i got sweet SWEET dates...^^
8. all my resolutions listed above could be achieved especially the 1st n 5th... hiak hiak~~~

kinda luan lai(simply) lo when i listing down these... haha... anyways... may all of us dreams come true lo...^^(i have big dream le~~)

*p/s: jie must take care staying outside ya... miss u too lo... cheh.. u coming back every week rite?? nonit miss u then... ^^

a little too late...T-T

2009-01-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

dear blog of mine... sori for not able to update u for such a long time especially during this "peak" season where everyone seems to be busy blogging... but yeah... i am finally back!!

erm... so i stopped working since this monday... n this week is actualli the 1st week of enjoying life since coll holiday.. haha... took some pics with zai zai n lui lui on my last day(but not goin to post la... very ugly me lo.. >.<) hmm... all the best to my zai zai n lui lui there ya... may not have chance to c u guys anymore... sob sob~~

yeah... had an outing with hssy gang(juz part of it though...) the sweet couple-chua n keat finally turned out themselves after so many times of hssy gathering... n of coz lian n sook as well... as usual went greenbox chiong k... after such a long time of disconnected with greenbox... all i feel after i finished the 2 hours of chiong-ing was... SHUANG!!! wakaka..... damn shuang especially when we trying our best to sing "san ren".. trying hard to get the right tone but i think we messed the whole song... anyway... who cares... we do had fun right guys!!!^^ so after chiong k we went for movie... our 1st choice was "hai jiao qi hao" but sadly the time slot was not too suitable... 2nd choice was bedtime story... n shuei-ly we cant get ticket pulak.... so at last.. under dunno who's suggestion... we went for "the spirit"... gosh... this movie was.... SUCKS!! whole movie was oni filled with black n white n some red..(hmm... jee should love tat... ) n after the 1st 30 minutes... all our reaction was like... ok fine... pay rm7(ladies day^^) for a room with air-con n some strangers to sleep... =.="... after movie we had tea at secret recipe... gosh... i juz cant eat... how sad it is to give up my favourite marble cheese... ish... had a nice chat of coz under such a nice environment... n after tat we did some window shopping as we dun realli wanna say byez tat earli... hehe...

went sunway pyramid with my sis as well... ah.. the story starts with jee ajak-ing me for movie on wed... so we comfirm with each other time n venue n all la... n my sis.. who's goin to stay at the hostel of kbu(she's goin to start her degree soon... will miss u jie...) plan to follow me to sunway to buy stuff.... so we actualli went off a few hours earlier than the time i have to meet with jee... so in ktm... i received a msg from jee asking whether wanna go to curve la... hehe... so at last... under certain condition... we juz have to change our outing to other day... perhaps... (jee... arrange it a.s.a.p!!! din c u for such a long time... make it on sun la... so that yong got no excuses... hiak hiak~~~)... erm... back to topic... so movie cancelled... i went shopping with my sis... n this time... not juz window shopping... i bought 2 pairs of shoes in less than half an hour.. haha... n it was SHUANG to spend self-earned $$...^^

today went jj again... bought some clothes for new year.. (actualli juz an excuse for buying new clothes... hehe).... hmm... like keep spending money on this week... must do some calculation now... chaozz~~

*p/s: am i too late to say"merry x'mas n happi new year???
*p/s2: it's a very nice outing with u guys... i realli appreciate it.. muakzzz~~
*p/s3: yong jee n xiao xiao zhi.. dun watch or download or buy vcd/dvd of bedtime story lo.. let's watch it together.. maybe when coll reopens???

another activity...^^

2008-12-19T20:17:00.002+08:00

gosh... i think i become darker in a few hours today... another activity held by my working center--picnic!!! i cant realli recall the last time i went picnic... but this is the 1st time i went picnic without my family... n without my favourite 50cents ice cream...T-T....

we reach at tmn rakyat at around 9am... so the whole activity started with two games... which kids realli do enjoy(kids enjoy watever tat nit them to chase n run lo... swt...) after that was free time which they can play watever they wan... n of coz.. i played badminton with another 3 teachers- "xiao qiao"... xsu ting n "wei zai"... realli hapi get to noe them... i will miss u guys i guess.... then of coz the eating time... kids brought along some food to exchange n we prepared some for them as well... at around 11.30am... we r off back to the center...

hmm... realli had a lot experience since i work here... canteen day... one day trip... telematch.... picnic.... all happened in these few weeks... i checked the calender properly today... i worked until 26th of this month.. minus the one day christmas holiday on 25th... there is still 4 more days left... dunno wat i feel now actualli.... two extremely diff feeling in me now... feel relif as i dun have to c my "dearest boss" anymore.... but at the same time feel kinda "empty"... " bu sher de" my zai zai n lui lui there lo... i dun think i will c them anymore once i stop working there... aiksss... but anyhow... this is life though... ppl walk in... then they left.... wat else i expect??? >.<

*p/s: reset-ed my count down timer--- 4 more working days to go...><

genting... big or small???>.<

2008-12-17T21:50:00.004+08:00

i m back... after 3 days of genting trip with my family.. which realli relaxed me so damn much... i m back to my dearest blog again... hehe...

so about the genting trip.. hum... we went there driving 2 cars... one by my bro n another by my sis's beloved bf... due to the check in time of the apartment... my bro had to go there by 3pm to get the key... but my sis had some dunno wat seminar n it oni ended at around 6pm++... me,my eldest sis, her boy boy n my 2nd sis terpaksa went there oni after the seminar n the others at the apartment... we(the car drove by my sis's beloved) started our "journey" at around 7 sumthin... n we reach there in about an hour plus.... phew~~ i love the feeling of going up to the genting at nitez... haha.. so syok lo... the apartment... ok... this is the 1st time i am staying at an apartment other than highland hotel... my dad realli love highland hotel i guess^^... but this time we went without my dad... so we actualli got this apartment located at gohtong jaya area.... it was quite fun to stay there... realli got a feeling of home there...hehe....

the whole trip was fun la... on sun....they(all the "adults") went into casino of coz including my 2nd sis who just turned 21... so me... my younger bro.. my sis in law... n the two littles had to wander around at first world plaza n wait for them... kinda familiar with that place now... gosh... just walk around n around n around... n that's the time i sms-ed with yong.. i sempat sms with her b4 my hp die... (ok ppl... u c how stupid i am... i remember to bring my hp.. in case u guys miss me too much n wanna call^^... but i forgot tat my hp nit to be charged... so i juz lefted my charger safely at my home... =.=")... so by sun evening i think... my hp dead..>.<... not goin to type all i did there... but not to forget... i met a lot of ppl at genting... making me start wonder whether genting is realli such a small place... hehe.... so 1stly i ter-met my frenz who went there for the magic mirror performance.. they performing there.... i think next week they goin again to perform... so from them i knew that my cousin-jing was there as well... n i realli ter-met her in a shop... with her classmates doing their graduation trip... then on the next day... i ter-met my ex junior... my jie ban ren mr tan zhi kang... gosh... he's still the same la... at 1st i din realli c him... then suddenly feel like got ppl keep staring at me... so i look properly.. woi.. zhi kang wor... ah kang ar... we realli can meet without "arrangement"... you yuan hor... ^^

time flies.... three days went off juz lidat... n i reached klang on mon evening at around 5pm++... after dinner n some "unpacked" stuff... we went jusco at 8 sumthin... haha... geng hor... wont feel tired one u noe...still can go jusco shopping... we reali love jusco.. ^^

*p/s: genting is realli a small place... isnt it???

telematch!!!

2008-12-12T23:53:00.003+08:00

hum.. my working center alweys organize a lot of diff activity... last week we went for a one day trip... n today we had a telematch at the center... phew... it was excited.. fun... sweaty... hot... ENJOYABLE( as i can splash those "losers" water... hiak hiak.. devil teacher here^^).... lazy to tell the whole thing here... wat i wanna say is... after the telematch.. i was seriously freaking tired n exhausted... n u noe wat... tml i am goin to genting... will be back oni on mon... n i haven pack or even prepare my stuff yet...

so at 8pm++.... i got no choice but have to go to jusco to buy some stuff... (nonit give examples la hor... some stuff means some stuff lo...^^)... gosh... i am realli tired lo... just forcing myself to keep walking n walking n quickly dump all i nit into the trolley... this should be the 1st time i shopping in such an "efficient" way... phew~~~

wont be here for 3 days... dun miss me too much ya.. my hp will still available for 24 hours... ^^

after 3 days of resting~~

2008-12-09T22:17:00.002+08:00

so.. ytd was a public holiday for dunno wat... i had 3days of rest in total... today i was realli full of energy n POWER... especially i "got my voice back".. this realli makes me feel so happi as i can sing while i take bath as usual(kinda good way to release stress^^)... today's routine was still the same... teaching the same class today... n the best part... i can kacau kids d today during activity session as i got my voice back!!! haha... it was realli realli fun...

i was realli happi with those kids... even though sometimes they juz can burn me up... but after some time... they r still cute... (isit a kind of disease??? juz cant stop myself from saying them cute... hehe>.<)....

start to wondering pulak now... actualli how many more days left with those kids??? hmmm... perhaps time passes slower a bit(especially during activity session...^^)

cheer for life~~~

trip with kids...^^

2008-12-05T22:57:00.003+08:00

today's the trip day of my working place... earli in the morning... we had to gather n wait for buses to reach our place... so sharp at 9.00am... we were off to our destination!!! our 1st destination was to visit a korean fair which is held at menara hap seng... honestly it was juz a very small fair but anyhow we did had a lot of fun there especially the balloon making part... then went for lunch... so 2nd destination is "niu cher shui"(not sure wat it called in eng..>.<) at pj alamanda.. there r some disney lantern n lighting fair goin on these few months... but becoz we went at noon... we got no chance to experience all the lighting n lantern part... wat we do was juz shop around the shops there...(gosh.. i wan tat mcky shoe la..T-T)

the whole thing ended at around 4++ n we reach klang at around 5++ almost 6pm... was a very different experience actualli... as this time i have to take care not juz myself.. but another 9 kids( kids were divided into several groups n i have to take care of one group...kinda amazing.. haha... applause pls~~piak piak piak piak piak!!!).... so scare tat one of my "zai-zai" or "lui-lui" missing... but after all i did my job kinda well.. (hiakhiak... syok sendiri again...) i think wat makes the trip realli fun was KIDS... u juz cant believe... they r so much more diff from wat i saw when they r in class... haha... much more cuter...

so to cut things short n sweet... i feel no regret for today's trip...

*p/s: i found out tat almost all post that i posted this few days was all about kids... aikss... should find sumthin else to post with... >.<

lost my voice finally~~T-T

2008-12-03T20:29:00.002+08:00

great... after many days of yelling n screaming n stuff lidat... i lost my voice today... it was afternoon when i started to lose a bit bit of my voice... at 1st i got no class after 2.15pm... so i was like... great... means at least can "conserve" my voice bit la... then suddenly... my boss ask me to replace another teacher's class as she suddenly take leave(becoz of sick too i guess>.<).... had to teach them eng wor... standard one class... means resting time for my voice gone... gosh... so terpaksa la... have to go into class from 2.30-4.30pm... n teach kinda "aloud"(at least i increased my volume as much as i can...)...

two hours later... tat was the exact time where i seriously cant talk a single word... aiksss.... for a chatter like me... no talk means no life... especially after 4.30pm which is the kids' activity time... n it is the time when i alweys go kacau those kids... but today becoz i got a scary voice... i juz cant kacau them as usual.. aiksss.... a bit bit sad la... hehe...

oh ya... today i played badminton... with those kids... after such a long time of not playing... i still "so geng" in those kids' eyes... haha... badminton is realli realli fun~~~^^

*p/s: i shall go bancuh some hor yan hor now... I HATE HOR YAN HOR....T-T....

paiseh to all my frenzz~~~

2008-12-02T20:22:00.003+08:00

so life was kinda tiring n busy these few days... maybe will keep the same way until end of dec??? everyday had to wake up at 7.30... work until 6pm... then go back home... take bath have dinner n stuff lidat... some time even had to mark books or exercise papers.... this is wat i used to play when i was small... now... aikss.... but these arent a hard job... at least i kinda enjoy it...

to all my coll frenzz... i still remember u guys k... n i alweys do think about u all... even i seldom contact u guys since coll holiday(paiseh paiseh... life's kinda "messy" since i start working^^)... i do remember u guys n placed u guys in my heart... so if one day suddenly u guys receive a call from me... pls do not feel surprise or get shocked.. juz answer the call lo... haha....

to my hssy gang n "ex-5S3" classmates... so sorri for cant make it on our gathering day... realli so sorri.... i would like to meet up with u guys... but i juz cant make it... aikss.... who fixed the date huh??? haha.... i will call u guys out whenever i can lo(n of coz u guys can la...^^)....

*p/s: life without coll-ing was kinda boring... but still ok ok la...>.<

3rd day...

2008-11-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

things getting more n more easy for me now.. maybe becoz i've almost get used to the "style" there.. ^^

8.30-6pm everyday.... but time passes actualli very quickly... even quicker than when i juz stay at home doin nothin... i counted ytd... i started on 25th of nov... if i would work untilend of dec... minus sat, sun n also public holiday... i oni have to work for 23 days... today is the 3rd day... means there r still 20 days to go... gambate!!!

work with kids was fun... eventhough some of them may juz refuse to listen to me... n i have to "yelled" to control the whole situation... n the worse thing is even when i yelled... they would still ignore me... swt.... anyways... there r still many of them who realli cheer my day up... kids r alweys cute rite???

today... i went into pre-standard 1 class... those students r still 6 years old... going to standard 1 next year... gosh.. tat's my favourite class.... so so so cute... n got many "lengzai-to-be" in tat class... seriously make my day easier when teaching tat class... haha... dun get me wrong.. i am not tat ham sap k... but they r realli cute....^^

but end of the day.. i alweys been kinda tired... can fall asleep even while watching my favourite drama these two days... anyhow... after i have a nice sleep... i am damn energetic to challenge myself again on the next day.. haha... i feel realli satisfy when i can realli control all the "devils"... hiakhiak... ><

*p/s: counting down... 20....

1st day...

2008-11-25T20:23:00.003+08:00

1st day of my very 1st time working experience in my whole life.. quite tiring but overall still ok for me.. i shall post more next time k.. lazy to type too much.. ^^

conclusion... kids r angels... kids could be devils though... ^^

*p/s: 50+ cash in... for 2 t-shirts.... jee.. let's go for "i love malaysia"!!!

last day of sem 2~~

2008-11-24T20:12:00.004+08:00

today juz finished my moral exam... did quite suckss... as i juz simply crap for the 3 essays... (aikss.. dun care d lo...^^)... so after exam... oh ya... tday's ian's birthday.. hapi birthday ya ian...so after exam we went asia cafe to "celebrate"(but actualli it was juz another chance for us to sit down n chit chat to each other... ^^) his birthday... aha... i meet lin there... haha... i kei po kei po called her actualli... at 1st wanna ask her intro some of the leng zai from main campus... btu at last she shown up alone... even without vliang... swt... (gal.. let me c him a while oso cannot ar???><)... then ter-meet another fren- kuku lim chee hou.. haha... he still can recognize me wor after dunno how many months without c-ing each other... (guess i still the same??? hiakhiak... gain weight d lo... T-T)... kuku says he's coming taylors pj next year... so wait for u k kuku... come faster....

after asia cafe... we start to do some crazy stuff as usual... i n jee move on to sunway pyramid... without knowing wat we should do there... haha... we juz go there to waste time as i dun wanna go home tat early^^.... at last... we decided to watch movie... the problem is... wat movie should we watch... deng deng deng deng... SELAMAT PAGI CINTA was the final decision... 2.20 show... n gosh... tat was the 1st malay movie i had ever watch in cinema... some of u guys maybe even dunno about this show... swt.... anyhow... the show was quite interesting... n i told jee that i pay 10 bucks to ---... hehe... becoz this was the 1st time i watched malay movie in cinema... i kept the tickets... very memorable k....^^

after the movie we went window shopping... y window shopping?? coz both of us got no $$ to spend d... T-T... so we juz walk aorund the shops... n scan all the stuff there without buying anythin... (jee bought few hair clips la... ) but we spend not more than 3 bucks for tat^^... cheers jee....

so tat's it... bye bye sem 2... now i shall looking forward for tml... gambate!!!!

new challenge!!!><

2008-11-23T14:50:00.000+08:00

r u guys a good "comfortor"?? sumone who r good or even pro in comforting ppl??? hehe... ytd nitez... i realised that i am realli sucks in comforting ppl... tried to... but the outcome... haha... so... i am realli sucks in tat... n now i have a new challenge for myself... i wanna become a pro "comfortor"... this will be new challenge from now onwards... whoever emo/angry/ depressed/ sad or watsoever... msn me k... let me challenge a bit... so that i can improve... hehe^^

~out of topic~
after some time of clearing things out... actualli tat moral not so difficult oso la.. at least i got the answer for 2 questions d... ques 2 n 5... so the exam is gonna divide into 2 section.. sec a- one compulsory essay with 30%... sec b- choose one out of four with 20%.. so actualli i tot of juz prepare question 2,5 n 4... as i tot the compulsory quesiton will be question 4... but yong juz told me tat many of them think tat the compulsory question will either be ques 1 or 3... gosh... so means... at last i should prepare all of the questions??? T-T

*p/s: counting down... 2 more days to start working... actualli kinda dillema.. feel quite excited as this is the 1st time i goin to work... but quite sienzz when i think of i got no time to play.. haha... anyways... gambate!!!!^^

moral exam- out of expectation....><

2008-11-22T17:11:00.001+08:00

i am goin to take the last exam paper on mon... which is moral education... wat i have in my mind is that there's no point study for moral exam... unless u gonna memorize the whole passage n juz rewrite the whole thing during exam... i tot it is a subject where dun have to study for exam... all we have to do is to crap n write essay during the exam... like wat i used to do for my KARANGAN...but... i am wrong... out of my expectation... ><

so tat day jee photostated one whole set of notez for me.. without checking out wat on earth is tat... i juz "stuck"(ya... tat's wat i used to do when papers or notez come in touch with me...^^stuck~~)the notez into my bag... but roughly i noe tat's the notez for moral... kinda "hardworking" rite... photostating notez only when exam is coming... hehe^^ i tot we juz have to read thru the set of notez...n then.. off to exam...

now... having the notez in front of me... but i dunno wat i should do with these notez... i cant find the answers... y??? gosh... kinda headache now(actuali headache becoz of sleeping too much...guess so...^^)wat should i do now... haiz... speechless... tat's me... alweys think things in a very easy way... maybe a little too easy sumtimes... now it's the time for me to regret... regret of expecting things to be easy... haha... so out of my expectation... we realli have to prepare for moral exam... as i dun even understand the questions...^^

seriously dunno wat to do.. maybe should juz leave it aside... n wait for jee to "save" me... ^^

*p/s: days r so so so boring while waiting for the day of taking this last paper...><

wanted to but juz gave up... ^^

2008-11-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

hmm... so there is actualli this thing in my mind... not sure whether u guys out there tried b4... yaya... u wanted to do sumthin... but at last u juz gave up... i'm not talking about those big big ambitious stuff.... wat i mean is small matter.... like... sms??? or msn???

yaya... these few days... i was like dunno wat happened to myself... haha... i feel like wanna sms my frenz... but at last i didnt... reason.... maybe i juz afraid i will disturb them??? i dunno.... same thing happens to msn... everytime i on9... i will look through who's on9 as well... so many many times... i wanted to double-click on their names... but... at last i didnt... i noe it sounds funny duh... i feel so funny to myself oso... but... dunno.. sumtimes u juz cant stop urself from thinking a lot of thing... hehe.. so at last i juz dun care lo...

another incident... juz now sook sms me n ask me whether wanna go chiong k tml... i realli wanted to... but... with her coll frenz... aha.... tat's wat i start to think about... i dunno her frenz... n her frenz dunno me as wel... chiong k wor... dunno each other.. wil i still dare to chiong??? haha... so at last i replied her... "sook... i dun wan la... hehe.. i paiseh le.... u enjoy urself k... "(the exact msg i forgot d... ^^)... aikss... realli wanted to chiong... since dunno how many weeks b4... but at last i rejected sook... swt rite???

hmm... maybe paiseh... so i give up sms n msn my frenz??? but... frenz wor... y have to paiseh... maybe scare disturb them then... hehe... dunno.... let god think about it...^^

*p/s: i did nothin at home today... gosh... eddy i wan tat drama lo... T-T....

sem 2 memories~~

2008-11-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

actualli today is juz a very normal n ordinary day.. but still there are sumthin to share...^^

so i woke up kinda late... at 1st i opened my eye at 8++ d... then i juz keep lying on my bed n thinking dunno wat... after a while... *pufff*... slept again... the next time i awoke... it was already 11++... as i have to go to my sis's studio today at 12++.... i was kinda rushing to brush teeth n stuff lidat... so i was thinking maybe i should print out the notezz for building construction so that i have sumthin to do later on... i grabbed my bag... n started to clean up the "paper section" of my bag as i nit to "korek" out those notez that i had printed out... wow... it was realli stucked with a lot of paper... n.... memories... haha...

y memories??? ok... story starts so... during te2 class... as we were not allowed to speak in languages other than english... so wat we usually do when we were in class was that we will "sms"(using paper la... who's the one so rich that willing to sms to sumone sitting right beside u???^^).... n usually i will juz stuck all the "sms-ed" paper into my bag after class...

back to reality... so today when i "korek" all the paper out... i saw those "sms-ed" papers as well... n of coz... with my kei po kei po personality... sure i read one by one... even though it was already so long time ago... but still... when i read those paper... i can recall the situation where we passing the paper to one another n have a lots of laughes of coz(at least i often had fun reading those "replies" la... not sure whether yong n eddy had fun anot..T-T)... though it was kinda troublesome when we had to talk to each other using this method... but this troublesome method gave me even more memories... sweet memories... ^^

so at last... becoz i too asyik reading those "sms"... i got no time to print out the notez n my day ended up with sitting behind the counter n flipping some outdated magazines... gosh... bored bored bored bored... ><

oh ya... at nitez... we took the two littles to jusco.... as they wanna play "doraemon"(actualli it's some kind of machine that kids love to play...swt...==")... so my study plan got interupted.... aiksss... devils in the house..^^

conclusion... even though i was kinda ambitious once i woke up... my day ends up with i doin nothin n juz keep chatting until this moment... sob sob~~sorri....

research essay without research????

2008-11-14T00:40:00.002+08:00

yeah people~~~ i finished my research essay a few mins ago... omg... it was such a hard work... well... some of u guys may feel hard to do as u got too many books... too much information... n too much references... tat's y u having problem to squeeze all those info into 3000 words??? struggling which info should be put in which can juz throw aside??? but my condition is totally diff... story time again....^^

once upon a time(actualli it was juz the beginning of sem 2.. not realli long time ago...^^)... so we r given a research essay for design theory and oso technical english 2... to cut things short... one essay for 2 subjects... 50% for design theory.... 30% for technical english.... our lecturer gave us different question n sadly... i had the same question as "sumone" in my class... so this "sumone"... kinda kiasu type of person... (dun get me wrong.. i'm not trying to complain k...^^).. with the limited books for this question in the library... we have been waiting for some books since we got our question... but anyhow... until this moment... i dun even noe how those books look like... means... "sumone" borrowed it for such a long time.... duh~~~

so without all the book sources... wat i can get is juz info from the net... then tat's so so so limited... christopher alexander... should i hate u or wat??? haha... but i think his theory is a cool one... shouldn't hate him...^^back to topic... my condition... without any printed source... all i can do is juz find info from net n start crapping... ya... tat's wat i did for my 50% essay... i noe it sounds ridiculous... but wat else i can do??? seriously dunno....

in short.... i did an 50% research essay without doin any research... kinda chun rite???

*p/s: hopefully my marks wont be "chun" lo... ^^

new vocabulary on market!!!

2008-11-08T14:54:00.004+08:00

if u guys had read my post entitled stupiak or sweet dream.... then u should be familiar with this word-- STUPIAK~~~ obviously without any explanation from me u guys should noe the meaning of this word rite??? stupiak is a transformation of stupid... haha.... such a cute word.... omg....

the origin of STUPIAK~~ so ytd nitez... i was chatting with lin... then this gal suddenly pop out with this stupiak word... i was really stunned with this word... STUPIAK... try to pronounce it... say out aloud n u will discover the fun part of saying this word... it means stupid... but when become stupiak.... it sounds like realli stupid... haha.... my own feeling about tat la...^^lin told tat stupiak was a creation of her coll fren... a guy who owns a quite "terrorist" personality... sounds interesting rite... n she says wanna intro to me wor... (maybe i should know this guy.... juz in case he suddenly wanna "boom" LCS... at least i will be safe???^^)

btw... besides STUPIAK.... there was another word i've learnt two days ago... ELEMEK!!! obviously it is another version of alamak.... haha....

origin of ELEMEK~~this word is created by our dearest yoyo.... elemek... which carries a meaning of alamak.... but i dunno y all the "a's" in that word being changed to "e's"... but it was realli a cute one... ^^

so u guys out there.... learn these two words k... sounds realli cute... come on... say it aloud!! STUPIAK!!! ELEMEK!!!! haha... good one gals~~

stupiak or sweet dreamzzz????

2008-11-08T14:35:00.003+08:00

i dreamt of sumone ytd nitez... n it was such a "dunno wat" dream... (i dunno whether should categorise it as stupiak dream or sweet dream...confusing either...)... such a weird dream anyhow... n such a long time i never dream of him... at least for a few months??? hmmm... it was a very clear dream actualli... as until now i can still remember the whole "story" of the dream... u noe... sumtimes we jus cant remember wat we dreamt the nite b4...

is there any meaning behind of the dream??? maybe it's the time i should juz start kap sumone else seriously... to replace him in my heart(like wat yong told me... hehe^^) or maybe it's some sort of encouragement??? asking me not to give up??? hmm... thinking too much again.... after all... it's juz a dream... a weird dream....^^

it's all happned in one day!!!(6/11/2008)

2008-11-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

so.. today i am goin to post sumthin that was happened on ytd... 6th of nov.... hmmm... how should i start....

it's a thurs.... so due to the visual com assignment... i went to coll early in the morning to meet up with my group members amos, chan yi n yong... we actualli plan to meet up at 10am sharp.. but anyhow they din show up themselves on time... so i went studio to meet jee after her te class...

in studio... (eddy... u part start d lo... hiak hiak^^) so after a while more this eddy come to studio oso la... then i dunno due to wat reason.... he seriously so miang today... omg... like realli so miang la....( this miang doesnt carry a meaning of bian tai k...)... the reason he got so miang today?? hmm... got a few possibilities... no.1- he got a bit bit crazy becoz he miss his ahem too much... no.2-he is very very hyper becoz he saw his ahem in the morning???.... no3.- he juz too free n boring...no.4- maybe this is so called as man's pms?? no.5- he got a very big tamparan as he realised tat his butt getting smaller n smaller???who noes.... wakaka... how he acts when he's miang... pls la... so scary lor... dun wanna talk about tat... u guys out there may observe him more n maybe sooner or later he gets miang again... but anyhow eddy... miang miang eddy is much more better than the cool cool eddy lor.... juz tat better if u miang on others la...^^

ok... so eddy's part i gao dim d.... now.. jee's part.... so during lunch jee was planning to go for movie as her ibs work dunno y can bring home n do... but me n yong cant make it as we so scared of amos who may "diu" us if we dare to chaoz at tat time... so without any choices... we juz stay n continue the visual com stuff... so around... (wat time huh??? 3++pm???) not realli sure... haha.... around 3++ i think... we done with the discussion... so i called jee n me n yong decided to go sunway pyramid by cab to join her... (fast forward the journey to sunway k.. nothin special except we have to pay for 7 bucks juz to go there from taylors pj...T-T) we meet jee n eddy at gasoline(my favourite place to yum cha n hang out with frenzz^^) we chat chat there... then suddenly... this jeevi... dunno how she moves her drink(sour plum soda~~)... then the whole cup juz *pish....*... the whole thingy spilled on me... omg!! the 1st reaction was laugh honestly... haha... coz until now... tat was the 1st time i ever kena spilled... but then i was a bit bit malu la.. then i went wash room to clean up... (sorry to gasoline's workers as u guys have to clean up the place.... paiseh paiseh...><)

overall... there were quite many 1st time experience happened ytd... 1st time eddy got so miang.. 1st time eddy wink in front of us.... 1st time he gave us a present(pls refer to yog's blog for more information about this^^)... 1st time four of us went gasoline together(i love gasoline!!!)... 1st time i kena spilled... 1st time feel like i wont go to gasoline anymore..sob sob~~~... i think tat's it...

*p/s: jee... u have to find another place better than gasoline for me... i dun think i dare to walk into tat shop anymore...T-T...

waiting for final presentation of vc....><

2008-11-07T10:32:00.002+08:00

waiting waiting waiting waiting.... keep on waiting.... for wat?? for visual communication's final presentation.... yaya... now i am in digital lab of taylor coll pj waiting for the presentation... doing nothin except waiting... aikss.... i hate waiting la!!

btw... today will be the last day we in papa's class... a bit bit sad la... haha.... (seriously juz a bit bit k...) i shall enjoy this last day of class with papa.... biggest wishes for u ya papa... enjoy teaching other students o...

ok... back to topic... i have been waiting since 8.00am sharp... at about 9++... i "ter-meet" papa who was walking out from the lift while we(me n yong^^) walking into the lift... papa told us the presentation will start oni at 11am... swt swt.... so nothin we can do... wait lo....

hmm... actualli i got alot to blog with today... as ytd was quite a "weird" day... haha...jee n eddy... u noe wat i mean rite... but i think i shall blog about that after i went home... ^^

*p/s: ok... nothin more to say... so i shall continue waiting AGAIN.... sob sob~~T-T....

enjoying life~~~

2008-11-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

ya rite... i am still enjoying life while others of my course mates mayb working kinda hard for their research essay and stuf lidat... honestly... i'm not in working mood this few days... haha... like too hyper all the time... the reason for being too hyper??? as usual... dunno.... juz too hyper...

too hyper tat's y i din update my blog as often as last time... haha... sorri for my fans out there(as if i realli does have fans... haha^^).... anyhow.... lesser post=more hyper??? maybe kut.... as when i hyper i dun feel like i have the need to blog...><....

ok... so to not to fail any of my subjects in this semester... i should better "clean" all my hyper mood up.... yaya... as soon as possible.... i have to swift from hyper to working mood.... STEPS... ARGUMENTATIVE PRESENTATION..... RESEARCH ESSAY.... N OSO BUILDING ANALYSIS....wah.... so much work wor.... gambateh gambateh!!!!>.<

am i alone???

2008-10-24T19:01:00.000+08:00

have u ever wonder whether u r alone sumtimes??? i mean.. like feeling being alone... all alone... like there is noone for u to be at some place... like.... erm.... u went some place but u dun even noe y u will be there.. n y u should be there....

i felt tat today.. seriously... make me feel uneasy for the 4 hours... ya... it's the visual com class today... i went into the class... but i feel like i was out of that class... i shouldnt be there... there was noone for me there... i was all alone... it was realli realli a hard time for me... haiz....

but dun wori... nothin can beat me down now... i am strong enuff to undergo such situation... nothin should have spoilt my mood... being alone is nothin more than juz being alone... there is no a case of ppl dying becoz of being alone n feel lonely rite???^^

hssy outing~~

2008-10-23T20:04:00.002+08:00

a few days ago hssy members were so excited discussing the next gathering as we realli got a long time without c-ing each other...(paiseh la guys.. i still so fat... maybe got fatter sumore...^^) so at 1st we tot of goin aeon bukit tinggi again... as since the 1st time we had gathering we used to go there... especially greenbox!!! coz singing makes me recall of those schooling days where i used to sing in class... now nomore la.. as once i sing sure yong will stop me...T.T....

then this hk suggested we go jeth coffee house this time... keep promoting tat place oni... hmmm... so finally... we "give him face" n decided to go there for the outing.... perhaps tat is reallli a good place... hk... u better pray tat the jeth coffee shop is better than gasoline... if not... hiak hiak... u will noe wat happen lor... (sounds ganas?? ya... tat's me in hssy!! ganas le...^^)

but today i come with new plan... dunno y suddenly feel like wanna go chiong k again... so i was thinking maybe we could juz go chiong k b4 we go jeth coffee shop... but surely hk dun wan coz he dun like singing oso... so hk.. will meet u at jeth after we finish chiong la k... wakaka...

looking forward to meet u guys o... can crap alot together again.. hiakhiak... perhaps jeth coffee house's chair are resisted to heat... or else we may juz sit until the chair melted.... hehe~~

my life is getting better n happier recently... frenzzz r important.. c... no matter my hssy gang or my coll frenzz.. i juz wanna tell u guys... i realli realli love u guys!!!^^

the brand new xixu's theory~~

2008-10-22T20:25:00.002+08:00

ok guys... i have got my new xixu's theory recently... i'd have some real life experiments n seriously it's kinda useful in my life...

xixu's theory:
can crap...
can play...
but dun care...

simple n sweet rite... let's have some explanation here... can crap means can talk watever others r talking... juz crap watever u like n have some laugh of coz.. tat is wat makes our life interesting rite???

can play... obviously means can play around with others duh... play la as much as u like... but of coz under ur own limitation... dun go too over... control it urself.... n have fun....

dun care... (jee.. i found out the new explanation of dun care)... this dun care... at the 1st time i created this xixu's theory... it carries a meaning of... dun care about others... means dun care wat others will feel n dun care about them... dun concern about them.. no matter they cry in front of u... or they cry becoz of u... dun care... but now... i found out the real meaning behind this "dun care"... this dun care should carry a meaning of... dun care wat others say about u... juz accept it.. dun care when u became the "target of being laughed" when others joking... ya... they r juz joking... dun care so much... i mean... things may get more n more complicated if u care so much for every little thing... juz let it be... let it be simple... juz dun care... (try to figure it out urself if u dun understand wat i mean.. haha.. as i am getting more n more blur oso now)...><

the xixu's theory equation:
dun care=no trouble+no sadness+no sensitive+a lot of fun= happy life
therefore,
dun care=happy life^^

but dun take this dun care wrong as wat i did b4 this k... we must care for our frenz... i mean... concern about them... as we r frenzzz.... u noe how important frenz could be... do u??i do~~

do apply xixu's theory if necessary... real life experience by myself... life realli gets happier!!^^

hyper active after emptiness??

2008-10-22T20:13:00.002+08:00

hmmm... so today was like nothin special than other days... went for te2 class... oh ya.. b4 te2... i reach kinda earlier than usual as today there was no traffic jam at my place so i reach ktm station kinda early n.. ya... reach coll early oso... at about 8.50++.. i reached coll so as usual went to library... i chose a room(perak room if i am not mistaken...^^) after a while yew sang went into the room la... we had a nice chat for about an hour... juz two of us there... haha... (one of the reason got so hyper today??? for those who dunno.. yew sang is one of the zais tat i kap-ing recently...>.-)

ytd was an "empty" day... but today i was like "revived" after the emptiness... realli realli so hyper... hyper active... keep laughing in te2 class.... keep gossip about dai po..(dai po is one of the gals tat have big boobs la~~)... haha~~

recently realli make a lot of things clear in my heart... keep telling myself not to be too sensitive of certain things... tat's realli works lor... seriously i dun care about wat others say about me anymore... ok... honestly maybe a little... but juz gimme some time... maybe a few seconds i can gain the antibodies of it... then i will become the "cheerful-this is wat y.sang say.. i think he never saw the "emo" side of me^^" sushi again...

gambateh for sushi!!! i can do it... yup~~ I CAN!!

"libra-ianzzzzz" versus "librarianzzzzz"

Hamster

outing n outingsss!!

emoness is a virus..

when the kiasu meets the kiasu...

CHALLENGE SUSHI...(tagged by dada)

I HATE PACKING LA!!!

IT'S A MIXTURE OF EXCITEMENT + FEAR

this this this or this??

like vs love

died after one another....T____T

i miss my blady hp!!!T__T

给豆芽的第一篇~~

a little bit nervous...

wth??!! I HATE BLANK PAGES!!!

it's the day!!!!

3 days left.....

glad... hyper.... relax.....

big thing in progress....

things going well...

what a nice day~~^^

a zin kak version of xiao xiao zhi.....>.<

an outcomes of boredness....~,~

*drag me to hell*T_T

a reply to my bloggie~~

welcome back!!!

TAMAGOTCHI~~^^

wuuhooo~~~^^

working WORKING~~~

sorry to my bloggie~~

ATTENTION PLS!!!

wheelchair story

i am so dead!!

BBQ!!! epi2.....

BBQ!!!

BIG apple donuts day!!!

job searching~~

incredible outing with rou n jing!!!!^^

a nitez staying at digital lab(LCS)....

wat the???!!!

test n quizes...

a SUPER DUPER shuei day~~(epi 2)

a SUPER DUPER shuei day...

a day with after-class-movie^^

EARTH HOUR @ KLPAC~~ cool...

cool outing~~

WOOOOAAAAHHHH!!!

another specialist in my record~~

music and lyrics...

a NEED to blog>.<

BIG newsss!!!T-T....

THE 70TH POST!!!

tired n sleepy r siblings???>.<

another baby gal in the house!!!

this is a rojak post~~~

bed sweet bed!!

in the process of getting fed up~~

MIGRAIN!!!!

a little too late(epi 3)

1st time performance!!!

last day of baking!!!

post b4 sleep/pengsan~~^^

bad day??

a little too late...T-T(epi2)

a little too late...T-T

another activity...^^

genting... big or small???>.<

telematch!!!

after 3 days of resting~~

trip with kids...^^

lost my voice finally~~T-T

paiseh to all my frenzz~~~

3rd day...

1st day...

last day of sem 2~~

new challenge!!!><

moral exam- out of expectation....><

wanted to but juz gave up... ^^

sem 2 memories~~

research essay without research????

drag me to hellT_T